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Gay Male Dominant, 63,
PhoenixAZ, Arizona
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DISCIPLINE FOR THE UNDISCIPLINED MALE
Suitable males inspected, restrained, tested and used.
Aggressive dominant male actively seeking suitable submissive masculine males in AZ. Bisexual and straight in-shape men are of special interest.... especially those with fantasies of being held captive by a dominant gay male. Masculine gay males with masochistic leanings also of interest.
Limits respected, novices welcome, discreet. I respond to honesty and a sincere desire to submit. My techniques vary from very light to intense depending on my subs degree of experience. I am a true sadist therefore, your arousal and your needs control my arousal and intensity...as it should be. True sadism is controlled and measured to fulfill a need. Bondage, control, prolonged arousal, a degree of erotic discomfort and gutwrenching orgasms are characteristic of my work. If you are found suitable, you will have an intense sexual experience. I have a wide variety of interests in bdsm --ask to see my detailed list. Not into anal penetration (sexual), fisting, animals, bloodplay, scat.
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Especially interested currently in fit, virile men suitable for repeated forced orgasms andor mindnumbing edging sessions....see journal entry for details
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Interested in interviewinginspecting suitable males for occasional housecleaning duties. Must be fit, handsome and submissive by nature. Full nudity required.
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What am I not looking for
If you are overweight, I probably will have no interest.
If you think of yourself as a pig or cunt or whore or piece of shit....why would I be interested in you??
I am not interested in femmes, trannies or any feminine men. No judgments--but dominating the masculine male is fully satisfying for me. NO INTEREST IN LTR, COLLARINGOWNERSHIP OR ONLINE SITUATIONS ....SEEKING REALTIME SESSIONS ONLY.
Group scenes are usually of no interest and not before I have played with you. I am not an orgygangbang organizer so dont ask. Preference is intense one-on-one with well-chosen subs.
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Message me if you are interested in discussing possibilities but do not waste my time with hello how are you chit chat...cut to the chase...I know why you are contacting me.
I contact some men to acknowledge something I like about them or their profile and others to explore the possibility of a session, but I do enjoy being contacted by men who feel they match my criteria. NO CHATrequests without some meaningful communication first? Pics are of subs I have enjoyed...pics of me after some meaningful talk. Weekend captivity sessions will be considered for EXCEPTIONAL submissive men. (See journal for details.)
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jakphx
Dominant Male
PhoenixAZ Arizona 5' 11" 190 lbs 63
Gay
Caucasian
08/03/09
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Interests vary from time to time. Currently I am seeking a fit and virile local candidate willing to be subjected to continuing bouts of milking and/or edging. I am willing to negotiate the degree and frequency of the control and what takes place during these sessions within certain parameters. Ideally I seek men who are chronically horny and never feel fully satisfied and ready to experience true sexual exhaustion. Straight or bisexual men are preferred, but I am open to masculine gay men as well. Man enough to commit??
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I seek a service-oriented, fit, goodlooking specimen with a naturally submissive attitude for housecleaning responsibilities. I am detailed oriented and demand performance of these tasks to meet my specifications. I will exact punishment for any failure to meet my standards. Nudity is a firm requirement but other aspects are open to negotiation.
Suitable candidates may contact with resumes and photos.
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Submitting to another male seems to be a reoccurring fantasy of a good number of otherwise straight but submissive men. It seems to be for many the ultimate act of submission and/or humiliation. I am pleased to be approached by one who actually has the guts to discuss and perhaps live out that fantasy he wrestles with.
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I was in eighth grade when it happened. Walking down the breezeway at school, I was broadsided by two older students--one distracted me while the other drove a hard punch into my crotch. I bent over in gutwrenching pain as they walked off laughing. Every time I have a straight guy tied up and helpless now, I take it out on his nuts. Got the guts, toughboy??
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I offer weekend captivity sessions for suitable submissives. Primarily I am seeking straight or bisexual men who are in good shape and ready to explore the depths of their submissive nature. I look for masochistic streaks or men who want to be tested. We discuss your limits and interests and expectations as well as mine. When you are comfortable with who I am, you offer yourself to me and we agree on a date. You sign on to the protocol I set for you and you fly to Phoenix. I pick you up at the airport, you are my property until I drop you back for your return flight.
BUT BEFORE YOU CONTACT ME, READ THE FOLLOWING CAREFULLY......
IF YOU CONTACT ME WITH A BRIEF MESSAGE SAYING YOU ARE INTERESTED, DON'T EXPECT A REPLY. I GET TOO MANY RESPONSES TO SIFT THROUGH ALL THE FAKES. IF YOU ARE SERIOUS AND WORTH CONSIDERATION, YOU WILL TELL ME WHY YOU ARE WORTHY OF CONSIDERATION, DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN DETAIL INCLUDING YOUR EXPERIENCE LEVEL AND GIVE ME AN IDEA OF WHAT YOU ARE WILLING TO SURRENDER TO ME. I SUGGEST YOU CAREFULLY READ MY DESCRIPTIONS OF WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR BEFORE YOU DO THIS. I WILL REQUIRE GOOD PHOTOS OF YOU AS WELL. CAPTURE MY ATTENTION. IF YOU CANNOT MEET MY REQUIREMENTS, DON'T WASTE MY TIME.
(Requirements before any any final decision WILL include several serious dialogs, photos, phone number and perhaps other requirements. I do not pay airfare--that is on you. The captive's food and shelter are provided by me. Serious only.)
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I am amused so many male subs express that the fantasy I posted "Winning Is Losing" is beyond their ability. It is after all the fantasy of a fine sub I used to know. Fantasies are usually well beyond the scope of reality. That sub and I never played with that intensity but he wanted to get closer each time we met....it was a goal and the driving force behind his sexuality. The question one must ask is who is really in control?
My intensity is directly linked to the height of my sub's arousal. If he is not aroused either physically or mentally, I shut down. That is my definition of a sadist...otherwise you are just a fool who enjoys hurting people with no purpose other than self-gratification. Who is in control?
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Long ago I learned that the key to some men's deepest submission lies in the immobilization of the head. About two months ago a straight submissive guy came over to check out my gear just out of curiosity. As I was showing him the gear I noticed his reaction to the head harness...his heart raced and he gulped. I asked him if he wanted to feel the straps cinched up on his head. He said he did and within twenty minutes he was secured fast to my bondage rails. I spent the next two hours edging him as he squirmed in ecstasy for my enjoyment. His orgasm was astounding and he sat on my couch for a long time afterward looking at the floor, breathing deeply. "That was the best fucking sexual experience of my life," he admitted. Three nights later he was back for more And they ask me why I enjoy dominating straight men.
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Winning Is Losing
At the airport
Confirm to me your surrender to my control
You take the package I hand you into the bathroom
You strap your balls for me
You insert the plug
Symbols, constant reminders of your loss of control
You have made a pact
Your sense of honor will not let you back out now
At the car
No speaking
Restrained, blindfolded...vibrations inside you
Mind fills with images, anxiety
At the house
Led inside
Firm, determined hands strip you, bind you
Examine, inspect
Shave
Anal insertion...enema
Mellowed with wine
Open mouth
Swallow
More control
More weakening, submitting to the power
Less control over yourself
Arousal is strong, intoxicating
Caught in a spiral of arousal, loss of control, even deeper arousal
Hood....tight...no vision...disorientation
Tube in defenseless mouth
What liquids, fluids will course through it?
What the hell have I allowed to happen?
My fetishes, my kinks have taken me too far?
Can I endure what will happen?
Less control over yourself
Dependence
Strong hands guiding you into position
Restraints hold your body tightly in place
Exposed
Helpless
Trapped in your own arousal
Defenseless as your fetishes are used against you
Your body betraying you
You can be taken
You can be taken deeply
You cannot stop the surrender.....it landslides now
I take it all
The pressure inside your cock as something slides through
You gasp
You try to squirm free
Impossible
The intrusion continues
You have no say
You have no control
It feeds upon itself and you cannot resist
Accept your fate
Now your pissflow is controlled by another.
Less power, surrender
Taken
Dependence
Head held in place
Water, sweet water, trickling through the feeding tube
Pressure building
It's a game
How much can you take?
I control
You do not
I determine what goes into your body
And what comes out and when
or if.
It's all about control
The pressure builds.
Your body reacts...a discomfort evident.
A moan...a whimper
My fire grows hotter
I will not let this go easily
I have you in a way that none ever has
I control your stream
I control the pressure
I control you
I take great pleasure in watching the suffering I allow to build
I walk the fine line between granting you mercy
and letting you suffer badly for me
The decision is not easy
I take you as far as you can go
I grant you sweet release....for an instant
A tease
More water into your mouth
More pressure
The inevitable squirming, the moaning
I want this
I want total control
You surrendered and I have taken
The game goes on a long time
The release, the slow build
Over and over
You become conditioned to the control
You accept it
You cannot deny the arousal
You feel a freedom
You feel a release
This is where you wanted to be
Mouth feeding...a new liquid...sweet nourishment for strength
You will need strength
You will need stamina
You are going to endure the ordeal I have planned for you
It has just begun
I let you drain completely
A bag of your golden piss, my prize, my trophy
The intruder is removed
Your body arches in reaction to the sensation
Led to another position
Tightly restrained
You have no choice anymore
The surrender is complete
There are fleeting signs of resistance
They are useless
You are a prisoner of your own devises
You exposed yourself
You described the fantasy
You let you desires lead you here
Now you are trapped
The stimulation
The stroking
The polishing
The skilled hands at work
Your body arches in excitement
Craving release
A man must have release
He cannot go on forever
It is madness
The pressure builds
The ache begins
There must be a release
Nothing but constant unending stimulation
Unending arousal
Moaning
Straining
Whimpering
Control the cock, control the man
An inherent weakness
An Achilles' heel
Misery
Please stop
I cannot take it anymore
A tear?
A begging whimper
You know that only makes the fire hotter
I cannot stop the torture
I will not stop the torture
I want to see you broken
Mindless
Used up
It can be done
I will take you that deep
Squirm boy
Let me feel what you feel
Re-position again
Balls exposed....defenseless
Working them now
Plucking at them
Pressing thumbs into the firmness
Twisting
Pulling
Kneading
Back and forth
The right and then the left
Over and over
Enough pressure and the moaning starts
It builds
I seek that deep core moan that only comes when you reach your breaking point
I keep you right there
Your balls are mine
I whisper that the balls are mine....I have the power to take them
I take the right one into my mouth and bite down
Your groans drive me crazy with desire.
I resist the urge to actually take the testicle.
I suck hard on it...just to hear you moan even louder.
You understand and accept
Your arousal increases
Your body betrays you again
Stroking and pounding
Slapping your tough sweet balls
The sound drives me
I love to hear them being beaten followed by your moan
It goes on and on
I find myself in a frenzy
This is ultimate pleasure
Your torment gives me my arousal
Tears
Thrashing
Writhing
Did I detect a plea for mercy?
I am insatiable
You grow quiet
Erect, wet, swallowed in pain
You fall deeply into a trance-like state
Mindless
Used
Abused
My toy
How long has this been happening?
Off and on..hours..days?
The balls so reddened
The cock engorged, swollen
Overstimulated
A madness overtakes you
You struggle to get free
Muscles straining
My open hand presses into your chest
I feel your heart pounding
I watch your attempt to escape my control
I press the hand in yet allow your struggle
I am here...work through it, boy
My cock throbs as I silently watch
Sweat pouring off you
Grunting and groaning
Your chest heaving in exhaustion
Your struggle slows, you weaken
No more steam
You accept your defeat and whimper, sob
You have no more fight, you accept your fate
I walk a fine line between holding you in comfort
And taking even more from you
I choose the latter
Whispering into your ear
"Now that didn't get you anywhere, did it?"
A sharp blow between your legs brings you back into focus
The reality of your predicament
A tight ring at the cockbase now
Another intrusion into the piss slit
Slight pressure
But an intoxicating rush as something slick and narrow
Runs deep into your cock
Full erection quickly follows
Slowly you feel the tingle begin
Building a rush from the cockbase and through the length of the urethra
Your breathing labors.....chest heaving as the sensation builds
The sensation of being held right at the point of orgasm
Endlessly
No completion
No release
No end
Caught in an endless loop of 'almost cumming'
Bringing your arousal, your madness to another level
You buck against your restraints trying to achieve orgasm
You MUST have orgasm
NOW
It will not happen
Your ordeal goes on and on
All you hear is the whispered threat of hours and hours of this torture
My arousal is phenomenal.
Hours pass
There are bouts of rest
There is forced feeding
There are enemas
There is some form of stimulation at all times.
You are weak
You are covered in sweat
You are maddened by frustration
It is more than a man can take
He isn't built to take this
Please
Mercy
Anything
You have no idea of time or space any longer
The world is only sensation of touch, taste
You are aware of pressure
The pressure a man feels when he needs to cum
It is all you can deal with at this point
It is an animal instinct
Nothing else matters
There is a point of no return
And you have been kept there at that point endlessly
The mind has given up
There are no thoughts..just animal desires
The body is only a sexual instrument at this point
A toy
Used for the pleasure of the one who controls it
You don't even accept your fate any longer
You aren't aware of a choice
You are only aware of the pressure
That unending, mindbending pressure
The urge to orgasm stifled again and again
Surrendered
Given up
Taken
Re-positioned
Ass exposed
Humiliation again
A man examining you
Exposing you
Probing
Feel the firmness, the certainty of my action
You know you will eventually have to surrender to it
Warmth, pressure, opening, probing into you
Touching you in deep forbidden ways
The pressure again...building
Moans
Humiliation
The body aroused again
Total betrayal
The long slow milking begins
The swollen prostate stroked slowly and expertly
Your boiling juices drained slowly and deliberately..collected
No release this time, boy
Just more maddening torture to endure
for hours
You can be taken
You can be taken deeply
I know what you want
(I have received many comments about this entry. I was driven to write it based on the deepest fantasies of a submissive that I once enjoyed...perhaps the greatest bdsm experience of my life. I dedicate it to him.)
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