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It's time for an update.
What is "iwannafeelalive" looking for? I'm not really sure anymore. Friends, are definately on the list. Just changed status from Domme to Switch. Suppose I want a 50/50 relationship! I'm SO not a sub/slave naturally. I am capable of doing submissive acts. Not out of a misguided nature of feeling I owe a man. It's just simply what a GOOD woman does that truely loves and respects a GOOD man. I SO enjoy a Dom man! I love his confidence and strength. But on the same note I love the sweet & romantic nature of a submissive man. Is there a healthy combination of BOTH in a man these days?
A lil about me. I live in a peaceful place out in the country with my room mate and BEST FRIEND. Yes, he is a man and I love him dearly. But don't let that scare you. He's not interested in a relationship with me. And yes it has broken my heart. He seeks 2 or 3 BI-FEMALE slave/subs to have a poly life with. That's not me and as painful as it is I know I have to move past the love. I prefer not to share my man...cause they sure as heck don't make dick douches! And I refuse to be merely just another unimportant option to a man that I make my priority. My Bi side...I'm basically a STRAIGHT woman. Will consider the notion of another woman if the man in my life absolutely needs it but with set rules. #1 being the man in my life actually loves me and #2 I will NOT lick her puss. That turns me on about as much as a straight man would be turned on to suck a dick! It would strictly be a one way experience and lets just say I wont be on the giving end of another woman receiving pleasure from me. This would solely be a GIFT to a worthy man as a way of saying thank you for your love.
I am interested in STRAIGHT MEN. Let me be more specific...Men that were born with a penis and balls and never had BOOBS! A man that is masculine. I'm not interested in men that wanna wear panties and makeup. I'm not sharing my thongs with anyone! And don't care to see a man in them unless they are MAN THONGS! And for goodness sake...my legs had better be smoother than theirs! PLEASE be STRAIGHT, not interested in BI MEN!!! Dont wanna compete with a woman for a man and DAYAM sure wont compete with a man for one! I'm not into pain. So for those men out there that like to beat their woman to a pulp...I'm not for you. I've been thrown around like a rag doll all I care to. I'm not gonna eat scraps off the floor, be put in a cage, or have some asshole ram his fist in my hole and waller it out! PLAY HELL NO! You can beat your dick and some other girl...not this one! And I sure as hell won't wipe the ass of a grown man that is capable of wiping his own. That is just pathetically lazy! That is not a Dom man...it's a shit covered ASSHOLE! I'm only interested in caucasion men.
I want to love and be loved in return. I want to be looked at with more enthusiasm and desire than what one would look at the clock on a wall with. Life is passing by...
I WANNA FEEL ALIVE!
TICK...TOCK
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