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I Love to submit. I am an alpha submissive. My heart is strong willed and my mind is just as strong and determined to claim my place in life. But I still know my place and my love of submitting to the Master who wields His power correctly over me.
I don't know when I will get this Master, but my heart and body ache for Him. It's been so long since the last time I was dominated..It feels like i've lost a part of myself.
I love having my hair pulled, and I do love a good power struggle. I like to wrestle, I like to physically and mentally know the man I submit to can best me. If he cannot then he is weaker than me, a little subbie. I love the feeling of finally giving in, and acknowledging that He is stronger, He has the power, and i am His and His alone. From then on my submission is constant, and I am very obedient. I enjoy spankings but know when these are necessary and accept them as punishment. Im very open to exploring other kinks of this lifestyle as I will no longer claim a like of things until I have tried them.
I'm very unexperienced. But not for my lack of trying, too many Doms on here make me into a one night stand and leave me depressed and yearning for what they gave me that night. Hating myself for how I opened myself to them, just for them to leave and disappear on me, its heartbreaking. I seek someone as real as I am, so many complain of the fakes but turn out to be one themselves. If the real person I seek is out there, find me...
I'm very witty and intelligent, I love anyone I can have an in depth intellectual discussion with, then have him ravage me. I love going with the flow, Im one that follows my lust, but more importantly, passion and desire. I follow where my heart leads me. I'm very spiritual but not in a traditional sense, I live for what I can feel around me..and I live for the open outdoors, I prefer wooded areas. I feel like I can breathe when Im there.
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Play is not always sexual. Sometimes, the mental and emotional aspects of the BDSM relationship are about pain, humiliation, feeling real fear. Not play, not sexual arousal, except maybe in denying sexual gratification on the part of the bottom/sub/slave…
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every kiss is a first my love
each kiss a silent sentence
only our hearts can understand.
that first kiss said i love you,
the next said i'll be there
the third said i'm yours always.
my heart replied i love you
and then i'll never leave
the third kiss said it all.
yet even 6 months down the line
the words will never stop,
each kiss is filled with love my dear
in my heart our love is clear.
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I do not fear your hurt,
I feel it in your touch
The agony dances behind your eyes,
Quietly waiting to lash out.
Your tenderness so timid, touching light
And trembling, afraid to be swept away
With agony and tears.
You’ve labored hard to hide it.
Carefully you’ve placed each piece and
Part of past memories inside.
Silently you closed the door locked within
Your mind.
You walk through life pretending,
That it matters not, but dreams
Invade your masquerade where your
Memories come alive.
Crashing through the walls of your sleep
They come and dance around you.
Laughing, don’t you see how they mock you?
When morning comes their fun is done,
You awake it seems unaware. Yet still,
The pain is there.
When love comes to ease it away,
Fight it hard you will, trying
Desperately to hold on to what you
Can not bear.
I do not fear your pain, to that I
Can relate. Time will lend a healing
Hand, so your tenderness may grow and
Past memories of pain will no longer dance within your arms,
And love will soothe your troubled soul……
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Take my hand and walk with me
to a place where lovers go,
where kisses are like raindrops,
and soothing rivers flow.
Inhale the perfumed sweetness
of the roses as we near,
one step closer to paradise,
an oasis crystal clear.
The sun will burn much brighter
in skies of the bluest blue,
the stars that shine at midnight
will shine for me and you.
We'll walk along the shore-line,
waves crashing all about,
cleansing the uncertainty,
removing all the doubt.
My words will sound much sweeter
when I whisper in your ear,
I'll always be in heaven
as long as you are near.
Don't second guess the reasons,
look beyond and look above,
then close your eyes and meet me
in that special place called love.
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anyone besides me like to text back and forth on cell phone...and have phone conversation if so leave number |
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