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girlishmandy

I guess its disrespectful to say nothing here - but im trying to stay as low profile as i can while i get my bearngs. just something 2 be claer... i was born female. the girlish isnt cuz im a guy dressin in girlie clothes its cuz people always say tht when im happy i still act like a 5 yr old at her birtday party. sorry to ppl looking 4 someone all classy n sophistictated. :) maybe im gonna add a sentence every day! sorry to you ppl who have to read it. ive probly gotten a 100 msgs from diffrent ppl since ive been on hree. which is crazy cuz it makes me feel importnt or something at a time when im realy figgering out tht i am not important like that at ALL. but i appreciate every note ive got - and have tried 2 write back 2 every single one. even the ppl who are incredably rude... im surprised at where my thoughts are these days what even stupid silly rude thng can make me start thinkng bout. but i want 2 thank the one or 2 ppl who have realy been able 2 make thngs make a l;ittle more sense 2 me. it means a lot - even if im bad at sayin tht the way i shuld. sorry if im soundin bitchy but.. tho i dont realy know what age play is about... all tht i meant 2 say above is that when im happy i just giggle and get goosebumpy liek a kid. but i didnt mean tht this was some sex or kink thng. its juz how i am. hope that makes sense. new news. not into pain.. not into being hurt. got nothin gainst ppl who want it... but.. too much of it in the world without needin 2 go lookin 4 it special! (listen 2 her talkin wtih 4 weeks wisdom like she knows what shes got any bizness talking about!) ps. decided to put a 'kind of' a pic up. calling it orphan white for u tatiana fans.
11/23/2015 3:02:57 PM
ok.  i guess im a hypacrit.  i understnd that one thing this place is kinda celebrating is openness to all the possiable things out there.  one mans kink is another mans toaster or someting...  but...  for some reason... tho i realy realy want to beleeve taht im openminded and cool wtih people bein into whatever they are....  when some guy msgs me.. or i look at a profile and the guy sez he's bi....?  i just dont want to know anymroe bout him.  i got no problem talkin 2 (and hangin with) bi girls.  but..  somehow this one falls apart 4 me.  is there ANY reason for me 2 feel that way BESIDES tht im a hypacrit??  that its okay for girls but not for guys?  or do i just need to try 2 be mroe accepting of others n pray that theyll somehow accpet me????
11/16/2015 9:16:36 PM
soooo.... maybe its time 4 me 2 say something 2 make people REALLY sick of me....

heres the thing tho... i dont get some of teh pics taht guys post.  im not complaining... im just not understnding.  why is it guys put up so many pics of there junk, u know?  not the junk in their pants (tho thats weerd too)... of there heres-how-im-gonna-hurt-you junk?   so many pics of all these suitcases packd with fancy n bright colored STUFF.  i juz dont get why.  i mean... im sure im wrong.. but... are there realy girls who have suitcasese full of like.. dildos or someting?  and.. if they did... would they ever put up a pic of it?  why would they think anymroe would care?   im not tryin 2 criticize.  id juz love for someone 2 explain.

thanks!  
11/4/2015 5:31:16 AM
okay.  so..... maybe im NOT bi.  its never been how i see myself in any case.  but i have had some thngs happen w/ girls n seemed like the honest box to check.  there must be a word 4 someone who isnt lookin for stuff with girls but gets tht sometimes - but not usuely at least about this - we get something were not lookin for.