5/29/2008 11:19:37 PM

This evening i talked with Sir about the assignment that He gave me to accomplished and post into my journal.  i had to admit to Him that i was not finished with the task and was past the deadline for the completion of it.  i did not communicate with Him as i should have and that was entirely my fault.  The resulting outcome of this action is my punishment which i deserve and accept as more than justified by Him. He gave me a task to do and i did not do it to His standards and timeline.  It was my fault for not managing my time better and there was no excuse for the task to be incomplete at this time.  Additionally, i failed to commuicate with Him on where i was on it and that was not righ or correct either. As soon as i started talking with Sir this evening i felt really terrible inside.  i knew i had not follow thru with what He had given me to do and that felt so wrong.  i did not stay forcus on the task and Him as i should have and that was completely wrong of me to do.  i look forward to recieving my punishment and learning from it for Him.  i realise that my focus is not where it should be at all times and that i let outside distractions take my attention away from what Sir is teaching me.  i need to be more deligent in my attention to Him and to His lessons at all times and not get distracted like this again.  i want to please Him and make Him happy. He has help me grow so much as a slave and to fail Him in this was wrong.  i wish i could turn the clock back and correct my error before i had made it but that can not happen.  So instead i will recieve the concquences for my actions and think on it and learn from it so that this will not happen again.  i more than deserve what it is i am to recieve as punishment and hope that my acceptance and attitude thru this will show Sir just how truelly sorry i am for this laps. Never again do i wan to miss a deadline again for Sir or give Him something that is incomplete or not met His standards again. Sir i am really sorry for this and for dissappointing you in my task Sir.  Please forgive me Sir. thank you.

5/8/2008 8:12:42 PM

I have been given an assignment from Sir to choose a topic that I know nothing about or experience.  Then to post the topic in my journal, tell why I choose it, and then write a report on it after the research is completed.  Since yesterday when Sir gave me this assignment I have thought about it carefully and have come up with a topic that interest me and had not experience or knew anything about.  The topic is Internal Enslavement.  I will spend the next two weeks researching and reading on this and then write my report on this subject here.  This is a good challenge that Sir has given me to do and will help me to grow. I look forward to working on this and learning all that I can on this topic for Sir.