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i am an expressionist. Not in the classical artistic sense, but rather in the literal way of people expressing themselves. i believe one not only should, but must express what is inside them with all due appropriateness. It’s only natural.
Ironically, i have not had the best chances to do so in many aspects of my life. This is not just because of life happening and goals being pursued, but also because i am a little shy too. However, when i get to know someone, i love good conversations, intellectual stimulation, laughing a lot, and learning from others. i also have a certain disposition for being quiet at times and like to work on my own. i believe the two natures work well when put into proper circumstances, but the latter also has kept me from pursuing to any great degree that which i desire in this lifestyle.
One facet of me is that i am submissive to Dominant Women. i also have been told by a great Friend and Mentor, MsJMarie, that i do well in this regard. This quality comes from Her teachings of course, but also because it is naturally inside me. i have always been courteous to all Women and am open and honest with everyone. i strive to have a beneficial meeting with anyone i run into, and work to bring about something good for the other person before i leave. However, my natural desire to serve the wishes and needs of an intelligent Dominant Woman is born from my adoration and worship. It is connected with my desire to humble myself, kneel before Her, suffer for Her, and serve Her. my lists of interests are on the side. Some of them are really still only interests, not having experienced them.
Being naturally submissive is one thing, but learning, growing, and polishing are another. i have grown in the relationship nature of this lifestyle, knowing the right way to approach a relationship with a Domme and maintain it as Her submissive. i have learned how to serve without physical actions involved as well as how to be there as a friend and confidante. The value of such a relationship is stronger and deeper than any physical activity performed.
Some Dommes i have noticed like to say “Tell me what you can do for me.” i know i can do a lot for a Dominant Woman, but i wouldn’t know how to be specific with a Person i don’t know yet. my service is for many things You may want, and they can range from cleaning Your house, to suffering under Your whip, to being naked and humiliated for Your enjoyment, to going on trips or out to eat with You, to just listening to You and being there.
Being new to the lifestyle, what i am seeking is across the board. I’d like to make some friends in the community, gain more experience, and eventually have the opportunity to live under a compatible Dominant Partner.
my interests outside the lifestyle include writing, reading, history, mysteries involving history, movies of almost any kind, Kung Fu, the mountains, the beach, Disney, traveling, creative construction, and many more things. my ultimate goal is to be a freelance writer.
i look forward to meeting many more great people in the community, and if i seem like someone You’d like to meet, please let me know.
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