New to this lifestyle but hopefully will find somebody to make life interesting. I am 36 years old and have thought about this lifestyle for a very long time. I have tried to become part of it but never have found the right person to do it with so I have a lot of theoretical knowledge but very little practical knowledge. My hope is to find a Mistress or Master who will help guide me through this world.
My partner would be funny, smart, and understand that there is a time and place for everything. It would be interesting to live as a slave 24/7 but in my life that would not work. In public we would be a fun loving couple, "normal" to the observer but in private or between ourselves there would be interesting things happening. If you know what a meeple, eurogame, or a Tardis that is a big plus.
If I were to find a Dominant, I would hope that they were caring but strict. A teacher, a friend, and a parental. They would help me be a better person and help me understand myself and my desires. They would know when I need a spanking or when I need a long cuddle.
I hope I didn't ramble. Please contact me if you are interested in any of this or if you just want to talk. I can talk forever about many geek related topics and always enjoy a conversation about life. Sorry, I must keep pictures of myself offline until we get to know one another. It is a work thing. Last thing, I am not a small person. I am overweight. It is who I am and something I wish to change but if you have a problem with that then fine.
Photo provided once we know each other better
12/24/2014 6:02:30 PM
In the beginning of the new year, I have to admit that there is a part of me that likes the idea of being a submissive to a caring loving man. It causes butterflies in my stomach but I have to admit that at this time, being held and loved by a strong person would feel good no matter who it is.
11/29/2014 3:18:13 PM
It has been a long time. I look at profiles over and over and wonder if any would be interested. But then I get frightened and wonder if they will like me. I am not a perfect specimen. I have my problems and hopefully will find the person who can see past them. Who will take my hand and help me become better. That person would find someone devoted to them both body and soul.
2/23/2014 10:50:00 AM
Well that was fun. Went to a wedding for a friend. It was great but just reminded me of how much I want to find that special someone.
12/15/2013 9:51:03 AM
All I want for Christmas is to find my mommy or my new family.
11/8/2013 10:26:03 AM
Someday hope to find a Mommy to love and make happy. Someone to snuggle with and please.
