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| I decided I would try this again. It is worth the risk. I know I cannot be happy in a vanilla relationship. I have had two relationships with married Dom men. Now I want to find one man to serve, obey, and belong to. I chose slave as my Orientation, but am submissive as well. I am not a doormat. I can work, support myself, but feel the need to belong to a man, be his. For some reason, I desire a man that will take over my life. He will control who I speak to, including old freinds and family. I will not have money, or a car, or any possessions, I will be his possession.
I have a very particular man in mind. I have been told by some that as a slave or submissive it does not matter what or who I want. But I totally disagree. You see, I want this to be real, and forever. I cannot imagine giving myself to a man that I do not desire, that I do not respect. I will give him everything that is me. He needs to be the right guy. I do not insist that he have every quality that I find attractive, but I do know some things that draw me to a man.
First he is probably taller that most men. He is probably naturally bald or balding. He is or was probably a blue collar worker. It does not matter how much money he makes, or made. He probably lives in the country, rather than the city. Some might call him a redneck. He is strong, hard working. He will be older than me, possibly much older, mostl likely 45-70. He has a very very strong sex drive. He likes to keep his woman to himself, but is very demanding sexually and requires service from his woman. He is not much of a sadist, but likes bondage, control, force. HE is not mean, in fact I will love him, and I hope he will love me, or the pleasure I provide him.
He is likely a mans man, hunting, fishing. He probably has a mustache if not a full beard. He does not clean, or wash clothes, this is womens work. He has high expectations and is constantly correcting me, or checking my work.
I would like to find this man, see if I can serve him adequately, give myself to him, and never look back.
I currently live in Dallas Texas. I have little debt, a car, and some furnishings.
If you are male, single, and think I have described you, please send me a message. We can exhcange emails, pictures and chat to get to know. Also feel free to write if you have a question of comment about my profile. Thank you
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