4/14/2006 3:46:46 PM

This is a tale about a wonderful "almost perfect" submissive, and why I recently was forced to release her. She is full-bodied, smart, and beautiful. She holds a job of responsibility, but wants and needs to relenquish control when she walks in the door. Her small house was ideal, because I could enjoy her as much as I wished without worry about the neighbors hearing her cries. She greeted me at the door on hands and knees, already wet with anticipation. She was always greedy to drink down my own wet offering. She would offer me her large breasts to be licked, bitten, whipped, or clamped. Afterwards, she would hold them and moan in a mixture of sweet agony and pleasure, thanking me for my gift to her. She would kneel on her bed, her fleshy bottom shaking beneath each stroke of the flogger. When it was finally the perfect shade of red, she would lower her head and spread wide, not caring which hole I enjoyed as long as it was hard, and deep and made her cry out. There were many other sweet tortures, as well. It was perfect, until she began to want more, to want 24/7, despite her knowledge that while I did not mind long term, that 24/7 was not going to happen. So--here I am again, and wondering if there is another larger submissive who might be perfect, or maybe even imperfect--but who understands how to serve, who takes the blessings of a caring esperienced Master's training seriously, and who understands 24/7 is NOT in the picture.