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I'm new here, and uncertain about posting a picture of my face... Perhaps, in time.
I'd describe myself as switch, though it wasn't always that way. My first d/s experience was at about age 4. Another at 5, and then a long one in the second grade which stillmakes me laugh when I think about it. Those were all completely sub.
Since then, I've been....fortunate, and have discovered an enjoyment of Top as well. Where I've been unsuccessful is being able to completely integrate the non-Vanilla into my relationships in a satisfying manner. It's a hunger that never leaves. I can avoid it for a while, focus on other things, but it always comes back.
Ideally, I'd like to find a real, cool, couple-type relationship that has these extra special bits built in. Lifestyle, but in a gentle, pragmatic, give and take sort of way.
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