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*Note: I can not display a picture due to privacy purposes. So no one claims I'm trying to mislead them, I'm not a skinny girl, or "curvy girl" or "full figured" (wtf does that even mean?) I'm fat, I'm overweight, obese, whatever you call it. Brown hair, brown eyes, tall, fat, tomboyish(?). I used to have really long hair but it's shoulder length now. ;) I am more than willing to provide pictures, your tagged photo will get my tagged photo.
A few terrifying and heartbreaking situations have left me even more optimistic about my life than I ever was before. I reject society's norms, and push the boundaries for what is defined as acceptable behavior, as well as refusing to abide by a standard for beauty. I'm not always politically correct, I have a morbid and dark sense of humor, I'm vulgar. I'm so liberal that the right wants to kill me, and the left doesn't want to associate with me. I try to live by a moral standard that I can swallow. (Haha, swallow.)
Which means, I have made a personal vow to myself to stop supporting a lot of major corporations, major banking institutions, and pharmaceutical cartels. By doing so, it doesn't mean that I don't shop at a major corporation like NEVER, what it means is that I make a great effort to avoid giving my hard earned cash to these companies as much as possible. I may not be making a big change in the corporations, but I'm making a big change in my life, and that's what really matters. If this bothers you (and if it does I probably don't want to talk to you anyway), then do not message me. ;D
I do not work a traditional job, I work from home I guess you can say, but it really is wherever my work shows up. Music is a huge part of my life (in fact, it is my job.) and I love all kinds of genres, but have more of an affinity for punk, metal, hardcore, and the other sub-genres... (grindcore? pornogrind? anarcho-punk? crust punk? black metal? etc...) I also fancy some spoken word when it's the right person, but that is something I'm new to. Some of my favorite bands are; Dead Kennedys, Subhumans, Bad Religion, Choking Victim / Leftover Crack (most Crack Rock Steady style bands), SNFU, The Oppressed, Lower Class Brats, The Adicts, CH3, G.B.H., Conflict, G.G. Allin & [The Jabbers] The Murder Junkies, The Mentors, Total Chaos, U.K. Subs, Ramones... Decrepit Birth, Napalm Death, Municipal Waste, Suffocation, Meat Shits, Goatwhore, Black Sabbath, Rainbow, Death, Alice Cooper, GWAR, Gorgoroth, Ulver,Toxic Holocaust, Macabre... and many, many more it's too much.
I'm "new" the the BDSM scene, but I'm not that new, I've been around, I haven't ever been "owned" or "collared" by anyone. Some of you may already know me even because I have been around for a couple years in the scene on and off. One thing that has been, and always will be important to me is respect. I will always be considerate and respectful towards you, so I expect the same from you.
One of my favorite movie quotes is "A Mental Mind Fuck Can Be Nice..." (Surely you can name this one?!?!). Which is something I do find quite nice, and arousing. Intelligence is a turn on, ignorance is not. I'm not asking for a professor, but I'm asking for someone who at least can hold a conversation with me beyond what happened on Survivor or Sons of Anarchy... and please, no corporate sponsored news stories either.
Did you make it to this part yet?
I'm aggressive with what I feel, and what I want, but that does not mean I am not submissive. I might seem like a loud or obnoxious person, but I'm really quiet, shy, timid, reserved. It takes awhile for me to get comfortable with others in person, sometimes I ramble a lot, other times I put my foot in my mouth in a totally un-sexy way (some dudes dig this, but not the way I do it!). I'm awkward, but I guess that comes with being young? I'm closer to being a kid rather than an adult, which isn't totally a bad thing because I feel once you cross over into being an adult you sell a small part of your soul that you can never get back. As far as maturity goes, I'm immature, and I love it. Those two things though do not make me a non-functioning person, I actually work (REALLY FCKN HARD!!!!) and make my own money and can straighten up and take things seriously when I need to. (Without having to have a real boss with a major company, and that takes more responsibility than any regular job.)
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