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| Shit happens. I am now recently widowed. And here I am: no husband, adult children far away. I was no good wife and no good mother. I made a lot of mistakes. Time to start a new life.
I think, I am not made to live a normal relationship. This is why I am now here.
I am very into egoistic, selfish, cruel and mean people. I want to serve such a men or woman. My self-dicipline is average. I am good in doing housechores. I can work hard daily, but I need force and violence to do this and to become a useful and good slave. I have no good education, I was to crazy when I was young and did a lot of stupid things when I was young. Often I think I am not a good character. And I am full of self-doubts.
With other words. I arrived at a very deep point in my life.
What I seek now, is a sadistic and dominant person. Somebody who is able to enslave me, beat me into obedience, force me into discipline and let me live a hard life. I seek longterm.
I have no job at the moment, and I live from welfare benefit. So if you take me as your slave, I cannot provide my living. But be sure, I do not expect you to send any money to me. I am not after money, I seek a submissive controlled life.
Now its up to you. Are you interested?
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