Collarspace.com

First of all please allow me to thank You for taking the time to glance at my profile. For starters i am fairly inexperianced in the lifestyle but am really eager to learn. For a long time now i have struggled with coming to terms about who i really am. i have come to accept that what i think i am and want to be is a slave. Reflecting on back on my past has lead me to this conclusion because i notice a natural tendancy to try and serve people. i do not relish the thought of being in control or would say that i am power hungry. i tend to look to others for guidance and direction. Not that i lack motivation, drive, or desire. i am very eager to please, to the point that at times i am sure it is a deteriment.

What i hope to find is a Domme who would be willing to teach me and guide me. Someone who is compasionate and caring yet also firm and steadfast in disipline and expectations. Someone who can be a friend at times but also a strict and controling force in my life. In return i hope to make Her proud of Her slave and provide Her a release for Her power. To bring Her comfort, see Her smile, and make Her life a bit easier and happier. Maybe even to be Her companion (although not an equal by any means). Being that i am a bit of masochist i also hope to find the One who will help me find my limits and then push me beyond them and force me to grow. i do realize that things start off online, but hope to be able to move into a real time situation as the relationship develops.

i look forward to making friends and meeting P/people from all walks of life and hope that the One i am ment to serve finds me.
4/19/2007 8:39:48 PM
finally back online again, i sure hope it stays up this time.