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coldandclear

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I'm not interested in users without face shots, so if you don't have any on your profile for privacy reasons (understandable) please include one in your first message! And I'm also not interested in anything with anyone who lives a significant distance away, it's hard enough trying to make time to see people who are nearby... with that out of the way... Hey. I'm a female submissive, my experience is of being a sub to my ex-Master who trained me throughout a six month non-monogamous relationship. I would quite like to meet guys into fetish/kink although I'm not entirely sure what I'm looking for long-term. I recently became single after several years of being in a relationship and though not averse to meeting someone for a relationship I'm also ridiculously busy with my life. Being a sub isn't something I want/need in every aspect of my day when I'm with somebody but I couldn't imagine a totally vanilla sexual relationship with someone. The getting to know my ex-Master was one of the most exciting and erotic periods of my life, I could barely concentrate on my new job I felt like I was on heat so much of the time. I adored going out in my metal collar and being manhandled and the rest... the main profile photo is just some bruises inflicted with a coat hanger. I'm a masochist in most areas of my life, I love to hurt myself, I used to self-harm and I'm not ashamed to say I enjoyed it, but I prefer being hurt. I'm the person who goes for a piercing or tattoo and sits with a big grin on her face waiting for the needle. Oh, and... there's a lot more to me and my life than my submissive side, what you see probably isn't really what you get. I'm stubborn and strong-willed and challenging, I have a mind of my own and strong beliefs and I'm a challenge to subdue, I study full time, work two jobs and give a lot of my time to voluntary organisations alongside my social life. I guess I'm fiercely independent and ambitious and have supported myself for several years. I'm educated to postgrad level and into music in a big, big way (ask if you're interested). For a 23 year old I've seen, done and been through a lot. If I'm gonna play with someone I have to get close to them emotionally and as a friend too. It's a big part of trusting someone enough to do the kinds of kinky shit I'm into. I prefer conversing with people who use proper spelling/punctuation... my ex-Master was especially strict and I confess I find it hard to take a potential new Dom seriously if he can't even capitalise his own name (my capitalisation of 'his' comes with time and trust and my willing submission). And if I don't reply I'm sorry, it's probably because you're too far away/not in the age bracket I'm seeking/not my type, so please don't keep sending me messages demanding an answer as to why I'm 'ignoring' you, just move on. It's just the internet, ya know? If you don't have any photos I won't reply sorry, and the sexiest thing about somebody is their mind and intellect... and I'm 6ft in heels so if you have a problem with that don't bother ;)
12/2/2012 3:49:31 AM

Seriously... 'seeking financial slaves'... are you FUCKING KIDDING ME? Way to avoid actually working for a living. Does anyone actually fall for that shit?

10/2/2012 4:24:31 PM

Just an e-mail I sent to my ex-Master, a fantasy of what I wanted to happen when I was seeing two guys at once.

 

And onto what she would love to happen in a fantasy world if she were to have the pleasure of being used and abuse by the both of You at once... she hasn't thought much about the context though it seems in her mind as if it's her flat, which it can't be. But in it she's stood naked except for little knee socks with You, while D's sat on the bed or sofa having a drink or a cigarette, or whatever, watching kinda detachedly but with a very obvious hard cock through his jeans or shorts. While he's sat there, this whore wants You to be giving her punishments (like on Sunday) for whatever she's done wrong. You're hurting her as badly as You did then, not holding back in any way, it was fucking difficult to take. In this fantasy this whore is trembling, shaking, nearly crying, dreading the next blow but trying her absolute hardest to take it because if she doesn't,she knows she'll get it worse the next time. You and D aren't really communicating especially much, as all of Your focus is on this whore, hurting her, punishing her for doing things wrong and without going psycho and actually punching her in the face, calmly and measuredly trying to take her upto the safe-word while she's so stubborn she knows she will only say it if she truly needs to (which is how she has always used it). So You're slapping this whore across the face, spitting in her face, choking her a little bit in between blows or spanks, back handing her across the stomach (unbelievably painful) and back, and occasionally grabbing her collar, forcing her to the floor and forcing Your cock into her mouth, just for a bit, just enough for her to be sick (it's still just 'nice' water sick in the fantasy!) then dragging her back up again to continue. This cunt may or may not be begging You for mercy, depending on whether or not she's forbidden from speaking unless spoken to. (As an aside, D says similar things, but he asks this whore questions she cannot answer... she can only respond if he says her name at the end of the question.. otherwise she has to keep from responding, or saying anything, and even whimpering in pain/pleasure gets derision from him). This whore is clearly not enjoying being hit harder than she's ever been hurt in her life, but D gets up from the sofa, either at Your request or just because he wants to, and feels this pig's cunt while You restrain her, her arms behind her back, Your mouth biting down on her neck so She's still in pain, cunt red hot and stinging from being slapped with Your shoe, he kneels down in front of her, forces her legs open, feels her cunt and how wet she is, and starts fucking her roughly with two fingers, saying things to You about how she must be enjoying it despite the pain because her cunt's so soaking wet, while this whore feels a mixture of 80% lust and sheer horniness and 20% shame at being used and passed between two guys who both want nothing more than to beat the shit out of her and leave her aching, used and spent. From here on, You pass me over to him to have his way with, either by spanking/slapping/hurting this whore (some fun could REALLY be had with his physical strength and martial artsy training he does, ways he could flip this whore around etc.) while You bury Your cock deep in this whore's throat and deep throat her violently, or just sit back to enjoy the sight of Your sub being used by another guy... at some points she imagines You'd exert Your Dominance over us both, either by stopping him in the middle of whatever he's doing with Your whore, making sure You're the first to come on her face or whatever.