Collarspace.com

Hi. I made this account because I can't sleep, and am thinking I would sleep better cuddled safely in the arms of an older man, after being well-fucked. I am not looking for anything real time now. My last experience with BDSM was with somebody who used it to hurt me bad, so I am cautious, but I feel drawn back to submission anyway, it feels part of who I am. Connection with an older man feels special to me, and I'm looking to achieve that in some small way through chat online. I don't want somebody who is going to try to exploit and abuse and control me, but I do want to talk to somebody Dominant, to feel assured that he is in charge. I don't want my every day life controlled, but I'd like a small space to go to where I can be small and submissive and feel safe and protected in that. I'm a fat girl, I'm quiet and shy, but still sometimes naughty and slutty, and highly sexual.