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12/16/04
i have found the Mistress of my dreams, per Her instructions i will be keeping an on line journal of my activities, thoughts and feelings.
Last night i masturbated into a plastic cup, i held back as long as i could and then asked for permission to cum out loud, it was difficult to bring the beaker to my mouth, after orgasming some/most of the sexual excitement disappears and the smell of hot sticky cum loses some if not all of it's attraction, this is a good way to punish me but my Mistress commands it and so shall it be.
i put the cup to my lips, closed my eyes, tilted the beaker back and let it slide into my mouth, it doesn't really have a strong taste, thickish consitancy, it's weird.. i drank all and i will repeat this again tonight.
i am currently in a pair of red panties per my Mistresses instructions.
i have got to have a shower and start to stretch my anal passage ready for Her use - i will also have to shave my legs, armpits and genitals, this i will do as my Mistress commands it and i eagerly obey Her every whim.
i am anxious to meet Her and begin my in person training, it is my role to please Her and all those She brings before me and i openly accept and embrase any punishment She provides for any duty i fail to perform to Her standards.
bitchboy
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