my Owner and Goddess is away and i deeply miss Her. Upon Her return, i crave to worship Her feet and have my head on Her lap to show my complete adoration.

my Owner is away and i miss Her. i adore Her and my mood is impacted by Her absence. if any of You are so devoted and owned, i would like to talk with You about your experience. i am always thinking of my Goddess, her beauty and power over me and Her mercy and goodness.

i have been ill and apologize to Goddess for missing journal entries

i adore Her and worship at Her feet out of love, devotion, respect and  awe

i am grateful for my Goddess and Owner and belong under Her feet as Her property. i hope She knows that i think all the time of Her and my submission.

i have been ill and tired. However, i think a great deal about my Owner and how grateful i am to be Hers. i have been thinking about what submission means and how it can free one up from what is unimportant and petty and allow focus on the act of selflessness, devotion and humility. to see oneself as owned, devoted, and a slave is a state of being maybe few achieve.

i apologize to my Owner for my absence. i have been and continue to be ill. i adore Her and worship Her. She is my meaning and reason. i am on my knees begging Her for forgiveness.

I have come to realize that pleasing Her and amusing Her are everything. i am not into pain and here I am begging Her to inflict some---but begging for mercy and not too hard. I am humbled, I think about Her, crave to be under Her feet, need Her. It is a beautiful submission. It is adoration and trust and knowing I matter to Her as her slave and pet.

i beg my Owner's forgiveness for missing a journal entry yesterday. She is merciful and allowing me to enter a longer one tonight. i have learned from Her more about the depth of my submission to Her. While i am not into pain, the idea of humiliation to please and amuse Her is so wonderful. i beg Her to be easy on me when She will slap my face and manhood for Her amusement. i will thank Her bt kissing and licking Her hands and feet as i am Her puppet, slave, pet, object and property. Goddess has me at Her mercy and i trust and love Her. i live to be under Her Goddess feet as she feels my love and devotion under Her. i am proud to be on my knees before Her and to adore Her as my Owner. Being at Her mercy is a privilege and i cannot express the gratitude for being Her puppet. i love Mistress and She cares about me as Hers. When she calls me "Mine", Hers, i am in awe of Her Power over me. i share all my thoughts and feelings with Her. it is a beautiful thing.

the submission i have deepens as i live to amuse and please Her. the image of being under Her feet brings joy to me as She is Superior and teaches me what it means to be Owned by Her. it is peace, joy, meaning, love.

i realized how much i adore my Owner and Goddess as i awake thinking of Her and how i may please and amuse Her with my slavery to Her. my place is on my knees in Her Presence and under her Regal feet as Her property and foot stool. She is intelligent, wise and will enlighten me in many ways. i love Her.

i wake up thinking of my Goddess. She has chosen me to be Her pet and slave and i am greateful for this Honor. i am devoted to Her and worship Her Superiority, mercy towards me and the ever deepening submission i feel towards Her.

i am the proud slave and pet of my Owner, the beautiful and superior Lady Keira. i am very grateful that she has chosen me to be Hers. i have learned a great deal about myself and submission and i will learn a great deal more at Her feet. i adore, obey, cherish, worship and love Her. my submission to Her has deepened and will continue to do so.