Prologue:

I am she, the dark lady of love and mercy, of wrath and vengeance, and I am all your desire. To me you stretch forth your arms, and to me you open your lips to drink the heady wine of my mouth. But beware; for once taste the sweetness of that drink, then you shall drown forever in the dark depths of my soul.

I am aglow with sunshine, and the radiance of the moon within; and within my eyes, the stars shine. Lady of love and of victory, bright gate of glory through the darkening skies, queen of love and beauty am I, crowned with all that is light and life and love to you.

I seek you, who shall understand that your soul is mine, to be my plaything and my toy. And in me, shall be all your desire. As my soul calls to you, so shall yours speak with mine, in words, and that which lies beyond words.

I am she for whom you have sought across the long years, for whom you have thirsted in the burning deserts, and ached in the frozen wasteland. For me you have looked in vain in the echoing halls of your own mind. And now I am here, and call to you. Come, and be mine again, as in time long gone. Come, offer yourself; give yourself in all that you are, and you shall not find me ungrateful; the life you have known is ended; a new life awaits. You shall serve and worship me, your goddess; honour me with chastity and obedience, worship upon your knees in the temple of pain, and to me shall all things you have and are be offered. Your heart has long been mine; now give me your soul, your very life, into my gentle keeping. You shall cease to be ought but the slave of our love and desire; and in your servitude shall you find that which you have sought.

About me:

I'm a 47 yr old Transgender-girl – look it up if you don't know what that means – maybe best to look it up if you think you do, as well........

I live in a cottage in a village in Yorkshire, not far from Sheffield. I'm self employed, which is just as well since I have a small menagerie of pet animals here. If you come here, you must be an animal lover – and not in terms of play, these are my pets.

I'm slim and attractive; size 14/16, except when I've been on the chocolate too much.....although I do exercise and watch my diet. Walking, swimming, gym and yoga are my main physical leisure activities. For other interests, see my interest list.

Please don't come to me with a long list of what you want me to do to you.. I am willing for you to tell me your hopes and dreams, and if they do fit with some of the things I enjoy doing, great; we'll do them. But please be aware that I am not your personal fetish delivery system. My fetishes and interests are probably fairly mainstream; see my interest list. If its not on there and I haven't mentioned it here, its likely I won't be interested in doing it to you. If you do come to me, you are coming because we share common interests, and primarily because you want to experience the closeness of serving, and being owned, controlled and disciplined by, a strict, but never sadistic, caring dominant.Unless you are service oriented, you will not fit into my household.

What I'm looking for –

Slaves who can give good, and reasonably frequent and regular service. I'm not really interested in one -off encounters, or seeing you every couple of months, unless we make special arrangmenets for that.

Stephanie is my switch slave/girlfriend, housekeeper and personal assistant. She is responsible for taking much of the burden of interviewing, training and supervising new staff, so although you are welcome to contact me personally, it is likely I shall ask her to talk with you and make any arrangements regarding your potential service to me. Bear in mind that, in anything I describe below, you would be serving alongside and under her direction, and alongside any other slaves within my charge.

Ideally,you'll be height and weight proportionate; although if you're big and can carry it off that would be ok. I'll need to see a face pic at some point.......it doesn't mean you have to be stunning; my tastes are broad, and its just you need to be reasonably acceptable to me. I don't mind a certain amount of male body hair, but definitely no beards! Apologies, but we all have our foibles, and this is one of mine.

If you're local, all the better and easier. If you're not, you will need to be able to relocate for 24/7, or have somewhere decent to which I might be willing to relocate; and be able to travel and spend some time being interviewed and trialled. If 24/7 isn't an option, you will need to be able to travel to me. You need to be working or have the ability to find work locally, since I'm neither a charity nor an employment agency, and its not part of my plan to provide free board and lodging, nor bdsm holidays. ... well, on the latter, enquiries are welcome as long as you're willing to pay your way.... I work and pay my way, and you will have to do so, too; although you may be locked in a cage overnight on occasion, if I wish it – and I have the cages – you will still be going to work next day. Well, unless its weekend or something. But whether you're here 24/7 or just for the day, I expect an appropriate, reasonable contribution to my household budget; I'm not providing food, drink, lodging, the opportunity to experience control and service in a female led household, and quite possibly some play too, at my own expense. You are, after all, supposed to be offering yourself in order to make my life more comfortable. I am neither a findomme nor pro-domme, although I do have an Amazon wishlist; I just expect you to pay your way appropriately.

In addition to any work outside my home, you will serve me personally when here with me. You will be performing domestic tasks such as general housework, shopping, cooking, and also helping care for my animals; so some cage cleaning and dog walking, for example. (One of the cages you're cleaning is the one you're quite likely to be spending time locked in....) You will also be helping with my personal care; bathing, manicure, foot and body massage, pedicure, make up. If you don't know much about these things now, you'll learn. Then there are the more personal, recreational services........If you have other useful skills to offer, let me know, and I'll see if I can put them to good use in my service. You never know.

You will normally be clothed in my personally approved working clothes inside the house, possibly as sissy, maid, or as I decide best fits your role, along with slave collar and cuffs. I maintain a strict protocol, so you can expect to be learning a number of rules regarding things like movement and resting positions, eye contact and verbal restrictions. You'll be spending a fair bit of time kneeling respectfully, and won't be on the furniture much. If male or trans you'll be in chastity much of the time, except when it pleases me to release you for my pleasure.

If you are transitioning, or decide you wish to do so, you will find me a very supportive Mistress. Both I and others I know will be glad to give you all the help and support we can, and to aid you to follow the pathway.

I believe that it is the slave's duty to do its best to please its Mistress and to make her life better and easier; in return, it is Mistress's role to help her slaves be the best they can be, in all areas of their lives. A slave which is fulfilling its potential and is happy in life reflects well on its Mistress. So in whatever life role you come to me, male, female, sissy, trans, or whatever, and whatever you most desire to be, serve me well, and I shall do my best to help you become more fulfilled as the person you are.

If not caged at night, you may sleep in my bed, if I want you to serve me sexually, or just fancy a cuddle; I'm human after all. Other times you may sleep chained naked to the bed in the spare room. Or chained pretty much anywhere I feel like chaining you.....

I have numbers of scene friends and entertain frequently at my home, so you will be required to learn silver service for my dinner parties.

I shall use you for bdsm play as I wish when I wish, putting you in bondage, beating you, and applying various inventive and amusing – for me! - techniques to your body and mind. You will attend clubs and other venues with me when I choose, and be used there by me, and possibly by others; although I shall always be present to ensure your safety and well being, if not comfort...

There are also likely to be opportunities for service and play with my friends, but this would always be subject to mutual agreement and normally engaged in under my direct supervision to ensure your safety and well being. In any play activities with me you would always have safewords, and these and your hard limits would always be respected. The same would also apply in any play situations with any of my friends. Any sexual activity, if engaged in, would always be subject to mutual agreement and would always be safe sex.

Your limits will be respected, although you may find under my direction and care some of them will expand over time. I have what I regard as the usual 'sane' limits - no underage, animals, and you will never be asked or expected to engage in anything illegal, or inflicting irreversible damage on you or anyone else.

If the above interests you, please come and talk with me. I'm friendly, until you're gagged and in chains, and the whips and clamps come out.........I enjoy good conversation and am always willing to discuss possibilites with sensible people.

And, although in no way obligatory, just in case you're feeling you'd like to express your devotion and further capture my attention, do feel free to look at my Amazon wishlist...........

https://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/registry/wishlist/8E546XJI2J7Y/ref=cm_wl_sortbar_o_page_2?ie=UTF8&page=2