12/30/2011 2:35:00 PM: I wish to all have a great new years 2012

7/19/2010 1:30:37 PM: I see it has been some time, so here are my thoughts for today. As I have been looking for a slave/sub and for those that have been looking for a Dom/Domme. I can say it can be just as hard for both to find right right one. To wade though all the fakes that one may find. I know we are not all a good match for the other. but one can only try. 

5/13/2008 3:53:12 PM: well as I sit here reading though some journals and profiles. I see that some of the things I would like to do so not so out of place. Wanting to take some and have them just disaper in to a dungen. I know that would have to invole a lot of trust On both parts.  Then there are the other things I would like to do are much milder than that. It is so hard to find the one that you match up in this lifestyle that things click with. Om all planes.

4/13/2008 2:49:05 PM: The Olive Tree   A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would Mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him And needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic.   The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up At him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that Moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a Giant tree. Then he began to speak.   I'm here for you… now and always no matter how far time and space takes us… Whether you walk Away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give onto you Regardless – for my love is unconditional… Like the Olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there seemingly eternal to your short life on this earth. If you need my fruit to feed your hunger I will give you all the fruit you need. If your skin grows dry and losses its lustre, the oil from my fruit Will restore it and make it glisten. When you need comfort my leaves will gently caress your face With the slightest breeze. When you need discipline my branches will correct you when the wind Blows strong. If you just need my shade to protect you from the sun, my branches will shade and Protect you. If you need warmth at night my fallen branches will fuel the fire to keep you warm and Safe. If you need a refreshing breeze my leaves will fan you and cool you.   You are my gardener.When you submit to me, you tend that which keeps me vibrant and full of life. When you kneel under me and till the soil, you give breath to my roots. When you water me, my Sap flows strong through me raising my limping branches. When you soil yourself collecting fertiliser With your bare hands, you strengthen and humble me with your devotion. Although my life will go on, Life would not be the same without you. Your dedication and unconditional care for me keeps me Vibrant and nurtures my very core. The sustenance and protection I give you seems little reward for Your servitude. Still the gardener serves the tree from her heart and the tree gives to her heart all that He can. I am planted firmly on the ground and cannot follow you if you walk away from me… But be Assured I will survive. One hundred years later and two of your lifetimes, I will still be there, waiting for You in the same spot to offer you all that I do now.   Stay with me and be my gardener. You cannot get lost in me for we are complementary to each other. I am your devotion and you give meaning to my existence. Apart, we live life and survive, together we Bloom eternally.   As the Master finished his last words the sub cried herself to sleep at his feet. That night… he stood Planted there like the Olive tree offering her his unconditional love and protection as she slept. As she Would tend to him with her devotion the next day and every day thereafter.   Author unknown

7/27/2007 8:31:57 PM: I found this in another persons jounal for with I could not have said it any better.             In this journal entry I will discuss what a collar is, types of collars and the signifigance of a collar to me.  I know many have different beliefs as to what a collar is and what it signifies.  To me a collar is a special bond between a sub and a dom.  Giving and receiving a collar is not something to be taken lightly.  To me, a collar is like an engagement or a marriage in the vanilla world.   If a sub is unsure if she/he is ready to accept a collar, then imo he/she should refuse to take the collar offered to him/her.  A Dom who offers a sub His collar trust, honors and respects His sub/slave, as does the sub her Dom/me.  There are 3 basic types of collars, the collar of consideration, the training collar, and the slave collar. Do each have a special signifigance?  What does each collar represent?  Can a sub have his/her collar removed?  These are a few questions that I shall answer in the following paragraphs.The collar of consideration can either be asked for by the sub or it can be given by the Dom/me.  The collar of consideration can be consider equal to a pre engagment ring.  It is given when a Dom/me has found a sub/slave He would like to have in a D/s relationship. In the vanilla world, it would be like the dating period when u are getting to know the other person. You both share similar interests, wants, needs and desires.  You both like what the other one has to offer and want to know more about this other person.  Once a collar of consideration is given, can it be removed?  Yes it can. It can be removed by either the Dom or the sub, if one or both decide they are not suitable for each other.  The second collar is the training collar.  It can and has be considered equal to an engagement ring in the vanilla lifestyle.  It is the next step in deepening the D/s relationship.  The sub is now being trained by the Dom in how to fulfill His wants, needs and desires.  The sub learns what is expected of him/her and how he/she is to respond to their Dom.  When this collar is given there is a deep emotional bond between the Dom and sub/slave.  Once again, the collar can be removed but the sub has to ask the Dom if it can be removed.  If it is removed there usually is alot of heartbreak and pain that follow due to the connection between the Dom and sub.The third and final collar to be received is the slave collar.  A slave collar is equal to a wedding band in the vanilla world.  The couple have a very deep, committed relationship.  This type of collar is for life, so it must be taken very seriously when offered.  The Dom now becomes the sub's Master.   The sub is now the Master's slave.  Both are committed to making the relationship work and they know they are right for each other.  To me, it would be a great honor to one day be my Master's slave.  To me, it would mean that He knows how much i trust and respect Him and how much i want to serve and please Him. I would also know how much He loves, honors, trust and respects me.  This collar too can be removed by the Master but it takes a serious reason for Him to remove this collar.Currently I feel I am in the training collar session with my Master.  He has told me He is having a collar made for me.  I am very honored that He feels, that  I worthy of having His collar.  I know i have a lot to learn about the lifestyle yet, but everyday i feel like i am growing and learning more about myself through His wonderful teachings and training.  I look forward to the day that I am to receive his slave collar, for I know one day i will.  Thank you Master for your honor, trust and respect Sir.