4/12/2018 7:21:22 AM: Been far, far too long since I’ve been tortured, seriously tortured by a Woman who knows, and loves what She’s doing. There’s just something about a genuinely sadistic Woman, and being the instrument through which she composes her exquisite opus of agony.

3/26/2018 2:59:49 AM: It seems to me that once a woman confines a male in chastity for any real length of time (I’d say two weeks or more, but maybe even as little as a week or ten days) the premise is established that she doesn’t really need his dick. That may be because she prefers his tongue anyway. Or toys. Or maybe because she has other men and their dicks available to her (cuckolding.) Or any combination of these. But bottom line, if she can live without his dick for any real length of time, then she can live without it period. Indefinitely. Forever. Which begs the question, then why let him out of chastity at all? If she doesn’t need his pleasure, his orgasms to have hers, then his pleasure, his orgasms are of no use to her, and he then doesn’t need them either.

2/17/2018 2:43:32 AM: I think it’s the hottest thing in the world. To be going down on a woman while confined in chastity, knowing that no matter how well I perform, that chastity cage is not coming off. Licking, sucking, worshipping a pussy I will never know the pleasure of entering. Forced to accept that no matter how many orgasms she has, or how intense those orgasms may be, the frustrating agony of blue balls will continue on unabated. I suppose a lot of people would consider the dynamic of cuckolding as resting upon a double standard. She gets to play around all she wants, while he must remain faithful, even if he is not allowed ever to have sex with her. Yes, there is a double standard. That’s kind of the point! That’s what makes it so special, so appealing. For me, not the double standard itself so much as, being with the type of woman who can be that controlling, callous, even cruel to the point she can completely enjoy a sex life that’s pure, hedonistic heaven, while at the same time seeing to it that mine is as a pure, abject, sexless hell. It is the double standard. The contrast. And the sharper the contrast, the clearer the picture.

2/16/2018 9:28:45 AM: Talk about totally embarrassing, totally humiliating. I just bought quite literally the smallest chastity cage I could find; the smallest of the small metal ones made in China. Apparently even the smallest size the Chinese make, and I STILL don’t fill it up.PS: I posted a photo for those curious, it's the last one of my 14 pics.

6/13/2017 5:28:04 AM: Periodically I’ll receive a message asking how can I possibly be serious about the idea of PERMANENT orgasm denial.  The answer is pretty simple really.. • What can I say? I’m a sucker for purity.  And the absolute and pure nature of such a commitment is (to me at least) extremely compelling.  I can think of no other black and white, tangible physical manifestation of an absolute and extreme (and again I’ll say pure) commitment and sacrifice. • I actually desire and am driven by the same red-blooded lust for the pleasure of release as any other male.  In fact, I am quite certain that if I ever do the meet the Dom of my dreams and orgasm does indeed become forbidden in my life, I will come to regret having ever suggested or agreed to permanent denial.  However, the type of Woman who is strong enough, strict enough, and yes, cruel enough to enforce, and enjoy enforcing, and feels empowered enough and justified enough to completely take my orgasms away forever, will almost certainly possess the other attributes and approach to BDSM that I long to serve. • As any Dominant Woman who has ever secured a chastity device on a submissive male’s package knows, a chaste male is in most aspects a better male, and I want to be the very best version of subjugated male as I can be. • The truth is, I have a more or less worthless and inadequate four inch dick.  It’s difficult for me to reconcile my unsatisfactory little wiener receiving pleasures it can’t possible reciprocate.  And think about it.  When a male is allowed to masturbate, his mind is not blank.  Sexual thoughts will course through the synapsis of his brain.  And that means he is either thinking sexually of his Mistress, whom he isn’t worthy of, or thinking of some other Woman, which is even more unacceptable.  Which brings me back to the whole idea of purity.