Hello. I have a submissive nature. Always have. I use to be.... embarrassed? Ashamed? I kept it a deep buried secret. I thought I was weird. However, as I'm growing older, I realize, I don't care anymore. It's what I want and need and I don't want to deny myself that any longer.I've dabbled a bit here and there with the lifestyle. I want the real deal now. I am obsessed with bondage and being just holes to use and abuse. I want 24/7 TPE eventually. When I have found the right one.