I am a sub who can try to fake that I am not, I can pretend to leave the lifestyle but whenever I do this I feel an emptiness. There is a void in my heart when I am in the vanilla world and living dreaming of the next time I may enter subspace. I am very honest and love both the kinkiness involved as well as the emotional aspect of this world. I really believe that until you have experienced the feeling of being a truly committed and dedicated sub it is not possible to understand the euphoria involved. I must thank all my previous Mistresses for having given me the opportunity to experience such powerful emotions.
12/8/2017 8:14:07 PM: Making a lot of progress with milking and really happy about it. I have found the perfect toy that seems to hit the spot and almost instantly i am seeing droplets.
Off home to practice some more, I may even sit on it today as feeling brave
