Its always amazing to me how many men talk to me more as an object than an actual person just because I'm Black or a sub. On top of that  if our kinks don't match up OUR KINKS DON"T MATCH up why try and talk to me knowing full well that what we both want isn't the same thing?  And in my experience its not little things its more like "Oh yeah I saw you like diapers and being an Adult Baby, but I think you'd be cute in stiletto heels and thigh highs" Thanks I like dressing up, but thats NOT what I'm here for. I would rather have someone who enjoys if not all than at leas SOME of what I want rather than "Oh hey if you dress up for me and suck my cock, I'll spank you and put you in a diaper". Ugh! Maybe its not just me and some of you all have experienced this. Talk to you all another time :)

What an absolutely crazy week it has been. Two weeks ago I moved into a new house and Saturday just when I think everything is settling down I'm at work and the whole store burns down; Meaning my id, my cards, my purse, my money, my keys, I'm anemic so my meds, my ereader, my coat, my scarf, and a ton of other things along with my job are all up in flames. I'm glad to have my life, but I've still been a bit depressed not just because I lost my job and my stuff but because I lost a job that I loved. Thankfully I have a pretty great group of friends who have set up a donate page for me so if your reading this and you'd like to donate I will gladly except any and all donations to replace the important things as well as pay bills till I find a new job.      http://www.gofundme.com/2j0lpo

Hopefully I'll talk with you all more often, so till then good night :)