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| I am, by all accounts, a good looking man who is successful in his career and lives to serve women. I was recently released from my first long term D/s relationship (on good terms), and it left me hungry to continue my submissive journey with intelligent, responsible women and possibly couples.
I am searching for a woman (or possible couple) who will train me to their needs, and eventually own me if it all works out. As long as our trust is there, I consider myself a blank canvas? a toy? to be used as my owner(s) see fit. My goal is to please, to say YES, to make YOU happy? as it should be. Dress me up, or keep me naked in the corner. Allow me release in whatever humiliating scenario you feel appropriate?, or listen to me suffer in enforced chastity? begging for mercy. I am your bitch, toy, pet, pain slut, sissy, YOUR property to create what pleases you.
I?ve found it helpful to tell people I am more of a ?pet? then a ?slave"? meaning I crave an emotional connection to the person I?m serving (it doesn't have to be sexual). If you want a slave that you don?t really respect as a person, a slave to use and spit out, then I am not a good choice. I am highly creative, kinky, engaging person, with a great sense of humor when required. I?m always a bit suspicious about people who say they have a great sense of humor.. but I?ll risk it here :)
I?ve been trained in the past through chastity, bondage, lead/leash, cages, boot licking, body worship, Objectification, various humiliation, and my last mistress was very focused on improving my pain tolerance (which of course she did). I was owned, my soul was hers? it was the mind fuck of a lifetime? and that is a feeling only those of us who play in this world can really appreciate.
If you are curious, let's talk. Profiles are revealing, but until you dialog with someone I find it?s such a guessing game. Happy to send pics right way, and eventually references from my last owner if that interests you.
Thank You for your consideration :)
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At the risk of sounding like a whiny sub, I share the following story.
I responded to a young dom on Alt. who was interested in part time service, but made it clear she would keep me in chastity. Chastity, for me, is the most intense kind of control and sub space I've ever experienced. You can beat me, hang me upside down, whatever... but if you hold the key to my manhood, if you've claimed my sex as your property, that will keep me orbiting in submarine land 24/7.
As we corrosponded, she elaborated on her expectations and they included being her human toilet, getting a piercing (guess where), and described in detail the beatings and torture I would receive for hours while strapped on her bed. She also explained that when and if I was allowed to cum after being in chastity for weeks/months... it would be in the mouth or ass of her other slave.
Now, had my pervious owner suddenly showed an interest in me sucking off another guy, or drinking her piss, or piercing my cock, I can say it wouldn't be long until I was doing just that. Our connection was such, that I really had no choice. However, this woman whom I never met, seemed to expect this level of commitment and trust right off the bat. I expressed my concerns, but she still wanted to meet with me... so we did.
She was the real thing. She already had a slave that was well beneath her and on his way to a lifetime of slavery. I would go as far to say she had "prodigy" like qualities that anyone in the lifestyle would appreciate. She explained that she knew she would own and use men as early as the age of 10. She also handed me a starbucks coffee cup full of her piss she expected me to drink during our first interview.
As submissive as I can be, and as respectful as I am towards women, this just seemed like too much of a leap for me. She was beautiful, hypnotic, and so focused on what she was doing... but also very inexperienced and rehearsed. So i failed the "piss drinking" test, and it kind of went down hill from there.
I guess I wonder, for those of you doms out there reading this, if you think I'm out of line in testing the waters first before I jump in over my head. I feel like many doms expect you to just do what they went, when they want, right off the bat no questions asked. I AGREE that this is the appropriate dynamic, but is it unreasonable for a sub to expect some guidance and training... a building of mutual trust before piercing genitals and drinking piss? As long as your slave/pet is dedicated and willing to learn, isn't there some enjoyment for you in breaking him down... correcting him when he hesitates?... assuming your slave isn't trying to top from the bottom, or is just a non stop complainer.
Just wondering and wanted to share :) |
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