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my incredibly adorable Mistress Material Girl has been pleased with me recently and as a reward very kindly gave me permission to have an orgasm. She wrote me an amazing story to set my imagination running wild. Well i suppose that you can guess that it didn't take very long at all before i had yet another fantastic climax all thanks to my wonderful Mistress!!!
Thank You very much Mistress...i love, worship and adore You and everything about You!!! |
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my wonderful Mistress Material Girl once again gave me permission to cum. So while i showered i closed my eyes and began to stroke myself.
i imagined kneeling at the feet of my Mistress, begging Her for permission to worship Her sexy feet and gorgeous toes. After quite a lot of begging She very kindly granted my wish.i began with gentle but loving kisses all over Her beautiful feet, repeating this process with my tongue covering all of the flesh of those lovely feet...long licks the full length of Her feet from heel to toe and lovingly licking in between those gorgeous toes. Finally i gently sucked on those oh so gorgeous toes...first one by one then all five on each foot at once.
Obviously because i find my wonderful Mistress so sexy and arousing it didn't take long before i exploded with an incredible orgasm!
Thank You very much Mistress...You are totally Awesome!!! |
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While i was in my wonderful Mistress's bad books, i suffered a major loss in my personal life. Not only did this fatastic Women forgive me, but She was so kind, caring and supportive and She really helped me through what was probably the hardest time of my entire life! MaterialGirl really is the Dominant Woman that i have been seeking for as long as i can remember! Thank You Mistress...You are totally awesome!!! |
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i have made a very stupid mistake, which has ended up with me upsetting my wonderful Mistress. As a punishment for this offence my Mistress has banned me from any form of contact with Her until Sunday. i just hope that She will forgive me! |
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Two more fantastic orgasms today thanks to my brilliant and beautiful Mistress! i'm actually feeling a bit under the weather today...but the recordings that my Mistress made for me are so incredibly sexy that as soon as i start listening to them i get so very aroused!
Thank You Mistress MG, You really are the most amazing Mistress!!! |
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my wonderful Mistress MaterialGirl has gone away for the weekend...but She has very kindly given me permission to cum as often as i like over the next two days.
So a short while ago, i lay back on my bed and listened to one of the amazing recordings that my Mistress sent me on which She guides me to orgasm. my timing was perfect...just as She gave the instruction for me to cum, i exploded with yet another mind-blowing orgasm thanks to my wonderful Mistress!
i feel so blessed that this amazing dominant Woman has decided to take ownership of me. Thank You so much Mistress!!! |
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The other night my wonderful Mistress MaterialGirl informed me that i might be permitted to cum in the next few days, so last night when i got home from work i was very eager to check my emails...i had been banned from having an orgasm for just over 3 weeks and had only had one in about 2 months so as you can probably imagine i was quite keen...lol!
There it was...a message from my wonderful Mistress, in it She told me that She was pleased with my determination to overcome my frustration and to abstain from cumming for Her...there was also an mp3 attached! Mistress told me to try not to cum until She instructed me to.
i lay back on my bed and started stroking myself...i was already incredibly aroused. i heard my Mistress's sexy voice instruct me to lie back, close my eyes and imagine that She was there, in the room with me...walking around me as i lay back in a chair...She had even added the click of heels on a wooden floor to the recording....such a sexy sound!
Mistress then proceeded to describe Herself removing Her boots and even added the sound a zip being pulled...She is absolutely brilliant! Next She told me to imagine Her running her gorgeous stocking covered toes slowly up my inner thigh...teasing me and getting me all excited. She then ran Her sexy toes up and down my shaft before adding the other foot to the other side of my cock and started to give me a footjob...pure heaven for a nylon loving foot fetishist like me!!!
This recording lasted around seven minutes and twice i had to stop my stroking because of the fear that because i was so incredibly aroused that i would cum too soon! Finally came the instruction that i had heen waiting for as Mistress told me to cum...and OMG did i...i just seemed to keep cumming and cumming. Yet another mind-blowing orgasm thanks to my wonderful Mistress...She is incredible!!!
You hear people say that nobody's perfect...well i have to disagree...in my humble opinion MaterialGirl is absolutely perfect in every way!!!
Thank You very much Mistress.
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Since taking ownership of me, my Mistress the wonderful MaterialGirl has banned me from having any orgasms...until today. That's four weeks without cumming, i think that it's been over thirty years since i went that long.
She emailed me an incredible mp3 and told me to get comfortable and listen to it through headphones. i followed Her words to the letter and listened as Her very sexy voice guided me through to an unbelievably mind-blowing orgasm...i don't think that i've ever cum so hard...and so much ...in my life!
i want to thank my brilliant Mistress ...the most amazing Woman ever for being so totally freakin awesome and the best Mistress that i could ever hope for!!! i am such a lucky and extremely grateful sub and i love everything about my Mistress!!! |
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Two weeks ago today i recieved the best message that i have ever read from the wonderful MaterialGirl informing me that She had decided to take ownership of me...and i don't think that i have stopped smiling since i read it! She is stunningly beautiful and incredibly sexy but it is Her brilliant mind that makes Her so irresistable and without doubt the most incredible Mistress that i could ever hope to serve. Over these last two weeks She has gradually taken more and more control over me and i couldn't be happier about it. Mistress MG, i just wanted to publicly thank You for accepting my submission and to tell the world that You are the best and most awesome Mistresss ever...period!!! |
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i am very proud and extremely happy to announce that i now belong to MaterialGirl...and She is freakin awesome!!! |
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Another year older, and i still haven't found my Mistress...my search continues. But i would like to add that i have met some amazing and very interesting people on here and made some great friends...You know Who You are!!! |
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i know that i will never be truly happy until i can find that one very special Lady to serve. i crave the control, i yearn to serve and i will gain true satisfaction knowing that i have pleased my Domme! |
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i'm still not sure if anybody reads this, but just in case i have a question...i would really appreciate any feedback. i realise that the Domme comes first and Her feelings come first, but is the sub allowed to have feelings??? |
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why is it that most of the best Dommes tend to be too far away. i've been chatting with an incredible Woman, but She's thousands of miles away!!! Oh well that's life i suppose...my search continues! |
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Unfortunately for me, She will probably never be my Mistress...but Oh Yeah...She is amazing, She is incredible, She is beautiful and She is back!!!
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Oh well...yet again Santa didn't get me what i really really wanted for Christmas...a Mistress to accept the gift of my submission and to grant me the honour of serving, worshipping and obeying Her!
The search continues... |
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the fantasy continues:
"Hands behind your back, boy!"
i obey.
Mistress places the soles of both feet on my face, practically covering it.
"boy, keep your mouth closed and just breath...deep breaths...breath in the heavenly aroma of my sweet feet!"
As always i obey my Mistress, taking in the beautiful scent of Her feet...i love this smell...this feeling...i'm in heaven!
Mistress removes Her feet from my face, but leaves Her right foot in front of me and tells me to hold Her foot and support it. Her left foot comes to rest at the top of my right thigh.
Mistress instructs me to kiss Her divine foot...but no tongue...yet. |
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Just a little fantasy that i thought I'd share.
She orders me to strip and kneel before Her...as always i instantly obey.
She points to Her black leather shoes, "Worship, boy!"
i start kissing all over the leather uppers of those sexy shoes, making sure that i don't miss a spot...first the left, then the right.
After just a few minutes of this comes the next order, "Lick, clean every speck of dust from my shoes!"
i eagerly set about my task, lapping at the leather, licking every square inch of the shiny surface. As i'm licking one shoe i can feel the heel of the other digging into my naked flesh...my back, my shoulder, my neck and even the back of my head. Every time i wince or react to the pain, She lets out a sexy laugh!
After i have licked every spot of the leather and made sure that i have removed every speck of dirt or dust, i raise my head and look at my Mistress.
"What about the heel and soles, boy?" She grins, "lie on your back!"
As soon as i am in the correct position, the sole of Her left shoe is over my mouth and i start to lick. i feel the spike heel of the other shoe find my nipple and gradually the pressure increases, every time that i react to the pain, i hear that same sexy laugh!
"Suck the heel...take it all in your mouth!"
i suck on the heel, as my Mistress moves Her beautiful foot up and down...up and down, fucking my mouth with Her spike heel.
When Mistress is satisfied with my worship she instructs me to turn 180 degrees so that i am in position to worship the sole of Her left shoe and the whole process is repeated again.
Mistress orders me back to my knees and tells me to remove Her shoes.
"you are in for a treat tonight boy...tonight You get to worship my bare feet...to savour the aroma...and to taste the sweat!"
"Thank You Mistress!", i can hardly contain my excitement!
To be continued... |
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To be owned...to be the property of a Mistress...to be under Her control...to have all of my major decisions made for me...to serve, worship and obey...to be used and abused for Her pleasure...to be completely loyal and totally devoted to my Mistress... this is what i seek!!! |
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Sometimes you just have to accept that it wasn't meant to be...take no for an answer and move on...it might hurt but that's life!!! |
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Still chatting with some fantastic Dommes...not under consideration...but making friends...sadly...but the thing that I've noticed is that most of the Dommes that i chat with are highly intelligent and have a fantastic...yet wicked sense of humour!!!
i just love Dominant Women!!! |
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i'm seriously beginning to wonder if i will ever find the Mistress that i seek. A Mistress to serve, to worship and to obey. A Mistress Who will accept the gift of my submission and train and mould me to be the best sub that i can possibly be for Her and Her alone!!!
i just know that She exists...somewhere!!! If only i could find Her... |
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This hot weather will be over very soon...the nights are drawing in...winter is coming. Surely there must be a Mistress somewhere out there that would like to have a boy at Her feet, warming them up for Her on those long cold dark nights!!!
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Seems to me that i live in the wrong country...just recently i've had a couple of Dommes from the US compliment me on my profile and journal, and tell me that i seem to be a good sub...if only i could emigrate!!!
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i keep reading about how some subs when they don't get exactly what they want from a Domme turn nasty and abusive...not exactly submissive behaviour is it???
idiots like this just make things harder for the genuine people on sites like this!!!
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In my heart of hearts, i know...i'm sure...i'm absolutely certain that i need to be at the feet of a Woman...to serve...to worship...obey...to be controlled...and to completely submit body, mind and soul!!!
my Mistress, are You out there??? |
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WOW...there really are some amazing Dommes on this site. i've been chatting with a couple of new...new to me anyway...Dommes these last few days and They are absolutely brilliant, fantastic and oh so wonderful...only problem is They are both thousands of miles away. But at least chatting with these lovely Ladies has restored my faith in collarme a bit...now i just need to find a Mistress a bit more local!!! |
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What is it with feet...why do i find the female foot so irresistable...bare feet, stockinged feet, boots and shoes...i want to kiss them, lick them, suck on the heels and toes and just spend hours and hours worshipping those beautiful feet!!!
If only i could find a Mistress to share these desires with... |
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RIP Amy Winehouse, i don't know whether or not She was a Domme...it doesn't really matter...but i do know that She was a very talented singer/songwriter...and the thing is She was only 27, and could only have got better...i'll miss you Amy!!! |
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Had a lovely chat with a Domme today. While She's not offering what i am looking for, She seems like a wonderful Woman and a fantastic Mistress...and best of all She is very genuine.
GoddesD4U, thank You very much for Your time...i'm looking forward to next time:)!!! |
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Over the last few days i've been lucky enough to have a few chats with a few wonderful Dommes on collarme, which has gone some way to restoring my faith in this site.
Add to that the fact that i did once manage to find a fantastic Mistress here, Who i served only briefly...unfortunately...i think that i'm here to stay.
i still have this incredibly strong urge to serve...to worship...to obey...and to completely submit to a Mistress!!!
She must be out there...somewhere...??? |
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Maybe it's time to give up on this site...all the fakes, flakes and plastic Princess's seem to be taking over!!!
Yet another message deleted unread...Yet another "friend just ignores my message!!!
Is there any point??? |
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Are there any Dommes out there that just want a sub who will be completely obedient, totally loyal and entirely focussed on his Superiors pleasure???
If the answer is yes...then please feel free to ask me anything.
i'm ready and willing to serve!!! |
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Don't know about You,ll but personally i think that it takes a great degree of intelligence for a Woman to be a good Domme. To get inside his head, to mould him and manipulate him!!!
I'm very happy to announce that just about every Domme that I've corresponded with on this site does seem to be extremely intelligent!!!
Now I just have to find one to accept my submission! |
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Oh well...it didn't work out...maybe it just wasn't meant to be!!!
But now that i've had a couple of real life experiences i definitely know that this is the lifestyle for me!
Thank You for everything Miss V...You really are a fantastic Domme!!! |
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OMG...WOW...my first time serving and playing with my Mistress...what an amazing weekend...what a brilliant and oh so very wonderful Mistress!!!
my nerves weren't much of a problem at all...nowhere near as bad as either of us expected...i think that Mistress had a crashcart somewhere nearby because i was so nervous last week...and that was just a meeting with no play!
All i can add is that i really can't wait until next time...i'm sooooooo looking forward to it!!!
Mistress, i just really want to say thank You. You were fantastic and i loved just about every moment of our time together and i am so proud and so very honoured to be Your boy!!! |
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This time tomorrow i actually hope to be serving my Mistress in person for the first time ever!!!
WOW...this is really happenning...i'm so very excited!!!
Mistress, thank You sooooooo much!!! |
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Just three more days until i actually get to serve my Mistress for the first time...
i'm so very excited, but i've got to learn how to conquer my nerves...when we were alone on Sunday, i was shaking like a leaf!!!
i'm so sure that this is exactly what i've been searching for and that i've been accepted by the perfect Mistress for me...i just can't let my nerves ruin it!!! |
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i had my first meeting with MissVictory tonight...i was so nervous...i couldn't stop shaking!!!
She was so very wonderful and helped me to relax!!!
And the result of our first meeting...i am so pleased to be able to say that i am now MissVictory's boy!!!
This amazing Woman has accepted my submission and i now belong to Her!!!
This is where my dreams start to come true...Thank You so much Mistress, i promise that i will do everything within my power to make You proud to have me as Your sub!!! |
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we started chatting on msn, then we talked for hours on the phone...and barring a complete disaster tonight...i am now my Mistress's boy!!!
i am sooooooo happy...my dreams are about to come true...all thanks to one very very special Lady...my Mistress!!! |
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meeting with my possible future Mistress tomorrow...OMG...i'm sooooooo nervous!!!
...and sooooooo very excited!!!
i just hope that i make a good impression...i'm ready to give myself up to Her right now!!! |
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still chatting with the most amazing Domme...and somehow She just seems to keep getting better and better!
We have a meeting arranged for this weekend...then if i'm very very lucky my dreams may be about to come true!!!
Miss, You know who You are...i think that You are incredible and if You accept me, i will probably be the proudest sub on the whole of collarme!!! |
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had a great chat with the Domme Who is considering taking me on...She seems fantastic...maybe even perfect!!!
Now i know that i want this more than ever!!! |
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maybe...just maybe...after all this time searching...things are looking up!!! |
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i'm currently very fortunate to be chatting with Someone who seems to be a wonderful Mistress...there's nothing concrete as of yet, but while we are chatting i am no longer looking!!! |
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Being in chastity is easy...when you keep your own keys!!!
One thing i did learn the hard way is that while a man is in a chastity device and he needs to urinate...then it's wise to sit down or things get a bit messy...lol!!! |
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my chastity device arrived today. i haven't really tried it yet...just made sure that it was a good fit.
It won't be the same until i find a Mistress to take control of me and take possession of the keys...if only???
my thanks to the wonderful Lady C for making it happen!!! |
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it's a bit of a sad day for me...a Lady who is a great Domme, an amazing writer and a good friend has deleted Her profile because Her vanilla life was just too busy to allow Her time for collarme.
i will really miss You Miss I!!! |
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i've just been informed by the wonderful Lady C that my chastity device will be posted on Monday morning...i'm so excited and i really can't wait!!!
Now to find my elusive Mistress so that i can hand Her the keys!!! |
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i've been chatting with a few more genuine Dommes...and They really are wonderful Ladies...but then again i've been a fan for as long as i can remember!!!
i think that i've really made some new friends.
To any fellow subs reading this, just treat Them with respect and don't be pushy...and You might just be supprised!!!
Oh and if They say "not looking"...They really do mean it!!! |
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just ordered my very first chastity device, it should arrive in the next week or so...i ordered it from the very wonderful and stunningly beautiful LadyConline, who runs Her own fetish website. She is so friendly and really has been very helpful and i would just like to thank Her for everything!
Now i just need to find the right Mistress to hold the keys!!!
Then the begging and pleading can begin... |
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been chatting with a few Dommes lately...very interesting People...make sure that You treat Them with respect and most are very nice and approachable...and They are fantastic!!!
Just makes me all the more determined to find my Mistress...i know that You are out there somewhere??? |
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New Year, new day...my search goes on!
my Mistress must be out there somewhere???
If only i could find Her!!! |
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Oh well...Santa didn't bring me what i wanted, so my search continues!!! |
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Dear Santa,
All i want for Christmas is a Mistress that i can serve, worship and obey...a Mistress to own me and keep me at Her feet!!!
tony, 42. |
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