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I would simply describe myself as a woman of great values and thoughts.Sexy,out-going,charming,kind hearted and far from being a dummy.I have a golden brown,smooth and silky skin,long black hair i am a woman truly blessed with natural grace,stands 5'4 in height with my beautifully long shaped legs that will teased you with or without heels..I am a woman of substance,of power and dignity.I care for everybody,i respect them the way i respect myself,,i love to put things in perspective and have a right focus for everything.Life is a journey and it begins with a single step.Im precisely young,but i already experience certain moments in life that made me a total human,emotionally hardened by nature and ripen completely by time.i have a teary eyes,and my heart bleeds so easily.Maybe i am wordly but i am innocent,fragile yet determined to achieve my dreams..Am far from being perfect,i spill things a lot,pretty clumsy and sometimes have a broken heart.I am friendly,and my network of friend grows everyday.Some mistakeably thought that i am strict but when they got a chance to be my companion they will realized how jolly i am.I just want to maintain a respectable atmosphere,and i have my own standard.Life is a theater and we are the main actors and actresses,i always try to have a perfect life,but when i think about it,and step back,i remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe,just maybe i like to be unperfect...
2/1/2010 5:22:37 PM

hardest part of love

the hardest part of loving some one
is knowing how to let go and knowing how to say goodbye
relationship are like glass
sometimes its better to leave then broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it together
i hate to see the one i love happy with somebody
but i surely hate it more to see the one
i love unhappy with me
better never to have met you in my dream thank to wake
and reach for hands that are not there..
moving on is simple its what you leave
behind that that's makes its so difficult
giving up doesn't mean you are weak
sometimes it means that you are strong
enough to let go.. one cannot truly
experience the beauty of love with out enduring the pain
that comes with it once its lost..no one realize the beauty
of love until you lost it
some people think that its holding on that makes
one strong sometimes its letting go:
its hurts the most when you can actually feel your heart breaking
don't say we're not right for each other
the way i see it were not meant for anyone else
you love to hate the one who loves the one
you hate to love it really hurts when you expected
so much more from the person you once love
breaking up is like having the worst nightmare
after having the best dream
never be sad for what is over just
be glad that it was once yours
the heart does heal and you will love
like this again..only when you do
you will deny you ever felt like this before
nothing hurts more than realizing
he meant everything to you but you meant
nothing to him.. love starts with a smile grows
with a kiss
and ends with a tears..love is the hardest
habit to break and the most difficult to satisfy
sometimes we have to let go just to be sure
there is something there worth holding on
to..
we always believe our first love is our last
and our last love our first..
absence make the heart grow fonder
but its sure makes the rest of you lonely..
trying to forget someone you love is
like trying to remember someone you never knew..
2/1/2010 5:20:48 PM
 





art of letting go


one of the reason why people get sentimental
its because memories are the only things
that don't change ...
when everything  else does..
there is things in life that you cant hold
on forever no matter how much you fight for it..
Sometimes destiny isn't always good it becomes
playful.. when you met someone you learn to love
you thought it was destiny who made your paths cross
but what if making your path cross is just a part of
the game that the playful destiny create?
making you realize in the end that the person you thought
that was the one destined for you wasn't really
meant to stay.. but only destined to make you feel
love and leave you when you already fallen.
its not easy to state a reason when you decide
to leave your love..
some might think its just an excuse..some might not
actually believe.. some will blame you..
some might even be mad at you..
what they don't see is the fact that..its hurts
you even more to hurt someone who
doesn't deserve to be hurt..
especially when you cant actually state the
reason why you have to leave..
you can never own something that was never yours..
so lets stop gripping on the things we
expect to last forever... nothing last forever.
forever is a lie..everything is transitory.
so while you have something in your hand put
in your mind that its just a borrowed ...
so that's someday when its gone its wont take you
eternity just to let it go..when your feelings
get strong for someone,its always wise to stop for a while
and give your heart..  -A TIME TO BREATHE..
a time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on
reason not on emotion..because the saddest things
that can happen is when fall in love while the
other wants nothing more that friendship..
LOVE CAN SOMETIMES BE A MAGIC.. BUT MAGIC CAN SOMETIMES
BE AN ILLUSSION..there are times when i wish that i was
to certain emotions.. so that ill never have to experience
pain never feel betrayed or dissappointed..and never get
my fragile heart broken.. but the same things means that
ill never know how its feels to love and be love in return..
the thought of it kind of scares me..
to have a heart that's whole but numb or a heart that's broken
but real.. someday well all be looking back to those
days we learned to love hurt, cry and fight..
maybe when that times comes well be laughing at your old
dumb selves..realizing how stupid we were stand up
for things we knew weren't really meant for us..
but i guess learning takes time and mistakes
make one's journey fun.. life is what we make it.
love makes the world go round ..so lets live , love and
take whatever pain brings.. though its hard to wait
around for something i know will never happen..
its harder to stop when i know its everything
ive always wanted.. but you know what ?
im glad.. im glad it happened.. and im thankful for that...