Emotionally and physically I love being made vulnerable. Presenting my body for torture, or throwing myself into tasks demanded by my Mistress, without thought to their full end point. I love committing myself to service that will bring me into a world of humiliation, degradation and pain, and that might require me to go up to or beyond my limits.

I respond most submissively to strong personalities. Those that can challenge me intellectually or simply impose their will on me. While sexually I am drawn to submission and slavery, to being used and degraded, my conscious mind rebels. I myself have a strong personality, but respond well to being taken charge of, whether by intellectual discourse, subtle psychological manipulation or the outright power of a dominant personality. The obvious point being: this isn't just about getting off, and is as much psychological as sexual.

It is exhilarating to become an object, to psychologically break myself up into different pieces, to be controlled for different uses; to bend over and offer up my asshole for a dominant woman to stretch with her strap-on, butt-plug, vegetables or fist; to lie down on my back, spread my legs and obediently await the drops of candle wax to hit my exposed thighs, balls, cock and stomach; to have her crouch above me, and fill my open and hungry mouth with her divine pee; to stand facing a wall, palms flat on its surface and to present my ass for her cane, or my back for her flogger; to bury my tongue in her pussy or asshole, to savour her tastes and smells and not to be satisfied until her juices drip down my throat or her asshole contracts around my tongue. Being a compartmentalized sex toy, for torture or pleasure, is the ultimate turn on.

I live for body worship, smothering, fisting and strap on play, golden showers, whips, canes, wax.