It seems that what i've written above isn't quite enough so i decided to write a little more herein.
i am a submissive.  i am a masochist.  i seek a ltr ultimately.  The main thing that drew me to bdsm relationships was the honesty, devotion and giving over.  i long to be held in strong arms that will defend and protect me.  i long to please my One.  i know bdsm can be woven into a 24/7/365 lifestyle.  i've seen it and i know it exists.  i want that.  i want to be owned.  i long to be used as He sees fit.  that is what i crave/deserve and i will not settle for less.  i am a submissive but i am not a doormat.  i want to be: loved/cherished/used/abused/fucked
owned/ravaged/taken/directed/taught
romanced/adored/whipped/spanked
fucked again/mandated/shackled/strapped
collared/blindfolded and perfected to an exquisite piece of slippery wet submission for my One.