Paint My Moods Black & Blue
mood: anxious
music: Beautiful - Sarah Brightman
~* If you can ignore
What you've become
Take it out and see it die again ~*
There is a theory that everyone on this planet has a purpose in life,
It can be something small like standing next to someone
But for that moment in time you needed to be there
To fulfil your purpose...
I don't class myself as being intelligent or pretty
I'm someone who gets by in life just like all the other
"Normies"
Out there.
I'm not sure what my purpose is,
But I believe everything is written in the stars
You can look up to that velvet blue sky
And see it all mapped out
Digest it all
For it's a big gulp to take!
That being said with all the anxiety problems
I've experienced over the past year
It's tipped my world upside down
Even made me forget who I am.
I don't think I'm a nice person to be around
I don't offend easy but my irritation level has taken it's toll
I've lost all patience with people
And tend to open my mouth about certain things
When they should remain hidden.
I'm looking for something or someone to believe in again.
At night you'll find me looking up to the stars
Searching for my destiny.
- I hope it rings true -