Journal entry #18

Looking for a Dominant gal in the GTA (Toronto area) who would be interested in a dinner/shopping date topped with some foot worship and general D/s play.

Could be a fun night…

Let’s get to know each other and have some fun!

Send me a PM if you are interested.

*Note* NO professionals... 

Journal entry #17

Here’s hoping that 2012 will introduce me to the Foot Goddess of my dreams.

Hope everyone on Collarme is enjoying their start to the new year!

Journal entry #16

Now, a very nice Lady on CM recommended a website called . Like a kid on Christmas day, I was in pure ecstasy when I realized that there were specific groups towards specific fetishes. Reading thread upon thread about foot fetish related activities was an extreme delight. In the end, the site was a disappointment however. The inability to search for specific members (like filtering between male/female and Dominant/slave) was infuriating. This is why, in my personal opinion, Collar Me has a huge advantage over . Unless of course I’m blind and there is a way to search for specific members… (PLEASE message me if there is such a thing on , many thanks)

*Incoming string of incoherent sentences*

…This notion of “specifics.” Hmm… it seems as though that if an individual is centered on a particular aspect (such as “ass spanking” for example) most users on CM simply point and laugh and recommend that they go see a “fetish catering service.” I mean, I would love to meet a Dominant gal with a varied range of BDSM acts, don’t get me wrong. But I just need to find one that has a soft spot ...a deep sedated love for Foot Worship. Aside from the money bitches, lately I have grown tiresome of the:

“Hi loser! My list of fetishes include: 1. Bondage 2. Collars 3. Latex …… 58. Ear play 59. Polar bear role-play…. 131, 132, 134…”

Props to those with “main interests”. I ran into a few profiles today which specifically outlined 1 or 2 activities. Heck, I saw someone who only listed fireplay! I feel as if… the more specific you are, the more you convey the message that you‘re… I don’t know, not fake? You have a greater desire to connect?

But who am I to judge? Maybe most Dominants thoroughly enjoy every single activity. But there are endless amounts of profiles which list a zillion things… I mean really?

“I am a Dominant, I am into everything cause I like dominating”

“I am a slave, I am into everything and I like serving”

Okay, so there’s a connection I suppose. BUT, as a Dominant, why chose this specific slave, when every other slave is the exact same!? As a slave, why are you serving that individual, when every other individual is the exact same and has the exact same list of activities? What, you just got to pick out from a hat?

“I need a slave to fulfill my desires…”

WHAT DESIRES!? CAUSE EVERY OTHER LADY SAYS THAT EXACT SAME SENTENCE AS YOU!

Ugh. I need chemistry. I need a bond.

(I applaud those that made sense of the opinion I was trying to convey)

Journal entry #15

Ugh, I’ve added my picture again. I suppose my patience level has restored. Maybe I overreacted in my last journal.

Still not sure if I want to wait until the right Lady comes on by via online social sites like this, or I should focus on dating a normal girl and possibly warm her up to the idea of being a Dominant.

… So conflicted.

Anywho, I’m on Day 3 right now of “testing” myself. So far it has been pretty easy. Tough to sleep at night though. Dreams are becoming so lucid and realistic I often wake up in the middle of night. The toes I kiss in my dreams are just so perfect, I swear, the smell is so wonderful…

I’ll update again a few days later. I want to see how long I can last until my fetish completely takes over and consumes my mind completely.

Have a good weekend folks!

Journal entry #14

I’ve taken away my primary photo simply because it hasn’t helped in searching for “The One.” This site is orientated around financial domination it seems, so appearance is meaningless. For those who are interested in my servitude, I will gladly send you a picture. And you won’t be disappointed.  

My patience is running thin with this site, if anyone has any recommendations for another BDSM/fetish social website, please PM me with a link. Thank you.

Journal entry #13

Found this awesome clip on YouTube. Mistress Wednesday gets her feet worshipped on the Jerry Springer show in front of a live audience. If you are into the foot fetish scene, this clip is for you …

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nz_a7m2PyGg

I’m still on twitter by the way. The BDSM/foot fetish scene is surprisingly big on that site, so feel free to check it out at your own expense. You can follow me at …

http://twitter.com/#!/Foot_Fighter

Journal entry #12

This song summarizes my feelings about Collar Me right now …

Jessie J: Price Tag

 … It's not about the money, money, money 

We don't need your money, money, money 
We just wanna make the world dance, 
Forget about the Price Tag 
Ain't about the (uh) Cha-Chang Cha-Chang. 
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Blang Ba-Blang 
Wanna make the world dance, 
Forget about the Price Tag. 

Hoping everyone has a good weekend BTW :D

Journal entry #11

Hey everyone! Hopefully your weekend is going well ^.^

Minor off topic point: Is it just me, or are private message not working on a consistent basis? Or maybe it’s just my luck with sending messages >.>

...Back on topic, for all you foot fans out there, feel free to follow me on twitter:

http://twitter.com/#!/Plaything4Women

I retweet feet stuff, post some thoughts/comments about the fetish, engage in conversations and generally just have some fun with it. Feel free to follow and say hello.

Journal entry #11

Segment 2:

"...The scent that impacted with my senses was similar to the stunning experience of opening an oven to a face full of super heated air. My eyes must have glazed over it smelled so good. Her feet could develop such a thick musty feminine smell to them when she tried, and smelling them up close could have the immediate effect like they were morphine. Suddenly everything feels fine... For me the scent of a woman's foot was just like a pheromone. For now, the only thing in my world was the firm presence of her toes engulfing my nose, and the feminine smell of her foot washing over my senses like an ocean tide..." 

Journal entry #10

Going to start posting some favorite segments from some of my favorite foot worship stories. Segments will start of simple then divert into something much more dynamic and descriptive.

Send a message if you want the original copy! 

"...She had been wearing those shoes all day, plus all night at the game, which had only made them even more sweaty. I inhaled her scent deeply. My submission coursed through me, as the sign of my subjugation was pressed against my nose. Those damn, musky feet covered in nylon aroused me more than anything I had ever felt before..."

Journal entry #9

Yikes, I haven’t done one of these in awhile. Perhaps it is a combination of the good weather outside, summer vacation, and the lack of serious dominants on this site.

I've given up on sending messages entirely, being polite in your message doesn’t make much of a difference it seems as one can easily be ignored or looked over. If one whishes to send me a message and show interest, I will also do the same.

Mini rant over, I hope everyone has a wonderful long weekend and happy Easter :) 

Journal entry #8

How do you find out if someone is truly dominant...?

Wish Fulfillment: In psychoanalytic theory, the satisfaction of a desire, need, or impulse through a dream or other exercise of the imagination

…they dream of being worshipped

Hopefully everyone had a wonderful weekend, back to the grind tomorrow!

Journal entry #7

It’s Friday! Friday!

In commemoration of Rebecca Black Day, I did a little research on the girl….

You know, I show my Grandma my cell phone for the 70th time and she still has no idea what it is and why I carry it around.

Rebecca Black has twitter, uses winning in one of her tweets (in reference to Charlie Sheen), goes out for “coffee runs” and made a music video about partying and driving with heavy doses of auto tune. All this and the girl is 13. 

13 years old. 

I bring this up because it’s startling. Kids nowadays act like their 20 and it’s becoming extremely eye opening.

There doesn't seem to be a passion for talent/skill anymore. No more reason to stick out from the crowd and do what you want to do. The mindset nowadays is that if your 13, you should party and have cell phones and think about love ... blah blah blah 

The poor girl thinks she has talent, and still has no idea if she wants to call her video a parody or not. In one tweet she says “If you don’t like it just move on” and the next one following is “Who wants fried eggs?” 

She’s trying to tackle the internet world but has no idea that she has become one big laughing stock.

If you’re a kid, love your chocolate milk and enjoy the simple things in life and hang onto them for as long as you can. 

Rant over …

Journal entry #6

Happy St Patrick's Day everyone! I hope everyone gets a little lucky today and finds that special someone to serve or dominate over ;)

Cheers! Time to celebrate with a Shamrock Shake …

Journal entry #5

Ah, the joys of Macrophilia! A fetish within me that is truly a blast to have!

Although it is not associated directly with BDSM play and can only exist as an idea, it is a fetish that takes domination and submission to a completely new level, literally and figuratively ;) I hope you enjoy the excerpts I posted!

A Giantess and her tiny, pathetic city…

“…As Megan stepped over and sometimes onto tiny houses a motion on a street a few blocks away caught her attention. She excitedly bounded over, much faster than any of the tiny commuters on the street could anticipate, and she found herself looking down at a tiny street filled with tiny people walking to and fro along the sidewalk. They looked up at her in panic, and began running in every direction but hers. She laughed, and took a step into the street, her feet only inches away from their tiny scurrying forms. She took another step, and her foot hesitated above a tiny little person who hadn’t been able to get off the street quick enough. An evil thought she’d had earlier in the day returned to her mind, and this time she indulged it, and slowly lowered her foot, watching as the tiny little figure disappeared beneath her cutely painted toes....”

The joys of having a shrunken slave, a Goddess’s perspective …

“…Three inches is a good size. It's perfect for being stomped on, twisted and stubbed out; being chewed like gum and swallowed; licking the dirt from my feet; spending quality time in my bra cup, shoe, and the back of my panties; squeezed, stretched and snapped; used as a loofah; and many other things I probably shouldn't mention for fear of spoiling the surprise. I can humble you beneath dirt. I can shrink you to a speck, drop you in my eye and crush you with a blink. I can, and will, own not only you but your place in the mortal coil…”

Do I have your attention?

heheh

Journal entry #4

Such a lazy Sunday afternoon, just caught back from a basketball game with some friends. Ready for university tomorrow so it’s back to studying!

I think I got my “collarme” fix out of the way. I’ve spent a lot of time viewing members and reading up on the forums. I’ve sent a few messages, and I’m hoping I didn’t royally mess up and make a fool of myself in any of them. It’s a learning process for me, so please forgive my mistakes.

I’m born to submit and serve, but it would make me extremely happy if users viewed my description box as well. That is all I ask.

Time to lay low for awhile and hope that a dominant woman wanders my way so they can put me in my place. At their feet :)

Have a good one everybody!

Cheers! 

Journal entry #3

Due to car problems, cottage weekend was cut short and arranged for another weekend. So much for curing that insatiable thirst to go out and a have a little fun.

I now have an understanding of “topping from the bottom.” I don’t see this as a valid implication really if one is truly dominant and one is truly submissive. Will continue reading up on examples and scenarios.

The ads on this site are becoming slightly annoying. I think I zoned out for 10 minutes just staring at them. Annoying, but somewhat amusing.

On the topic of advertisements, I’ve been getting plenty of spam recently from a few “members”. Just annoying.

I have been reading other journals from other subs/slaves as well. The few that I read outlined negative connotations towards this site in a number of ways. I’m inclined to agree with the majority of them, but I do hope things pick up on my end in the near future. Plenty of dominant (non-financial based) girls in Ontario, right? Who wouldn’t want to have a foot slave at their disposable?

I’m starting to grow a particular interest to objectification. The idea of being a carpet/foot stool for a Goddess is becoming quite a fascination. Nothing beats the feeling of feet in your face while listening in on whatever my Goddess is watching hehe. Being a human chair is also growing on me.

If anyone is up for a good chat, I’m more than happy to engage in one :)

Updated profile with a wicked quote BTW ;)

Cheers!

Journal entry #2

Happy Friday everyone! Can’t wait for tonight! Movies with friends, then heading up to the cottage for the weekend. Really looking forward to it.

Last night I did plenty of reading over in the message boards. It’s funny to see some members respond with great detail and insight while others try and come up with something witty and funny. It’s pretty much the same in any other forum really hehe. 

In regards to the site, I think it would be pretty cool to see a tribute option for your profile.

No tribute – slaves and subs would choose this option. Or, dominant individuals who do not wish to require any sort of tribute

Tribute – Dominant requires a non-financial like tribute (daily journal updates, pictures…)

Financial tribute- Dominant requires a tribute (money, purchasing items …)

Good Idea? Bad Idea? Thus far, I’ve had a few conversations only to end up with the individual requiring a financial tribute which is pretty much out of the question for me (being a university student and all).

Doing my best right now to explore other types of BDSM like acts as well. Sort of becoming intrigued by ass play, not sure if I should be frightened or happy. In all honesty, there is nothing like being a personal foot toy for a Goddess who loves to have her feet worshiped.

Cheers!    

Just updated my profile and settings!

 … and now my very first journal entry hehe

 I’m happy to say that I’m enjoying this site immensely from my first impressions. Hopefully I will get to meet some pretty cool people in the near future.

 Cheers!