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Well ...hello.

I was brought into this lifestyle by an amazing Dom back in 1994. I served him blissfully until he was sent away by the military. I was left alone and in pain with no one to talk to or help me through the grieving process of losing my entire world. I spent the next 15 years trying to live a vanilla life. I tried to smother the thoughts and feelings that kept clawing their way to the surface. I got married and had two kids and all the while telling myself that I didnt need to submit, or serve someone to feel complete. Finally...I couldnt hide my overwhelming need anymore. After a very long discussion with hubs...he agreed to let me seek out another Dom.
I found and happily served a Dom (70 yes old) about three years ago and was serving him happily until he got very ill, and he decided to retire from the lifestyle. It was an amicable but painful parting for me.
I would like to find someone I can learn, and serve and please.
I am a primal prey, masochistic submissive with slave tendencies.
I have now spent 25 years or so learning and living and loving this lifestyle. Please strike up a conversation with me, and we can see where it will lead us.