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Sometimes I wonder if my goal is attainable. I have this idea that I can find a woman who will value me and maybe even love me, yet consider me property. In other words, I want to be a slave but I want it to be a positive thing for both of us.
I am not a man who walks around filled with thoughts about fetishes. I am excited by feelings of being used, useful, and possessed. If you're looking for a man who is content mowing your grass or cleaning your house, I'm probably that guy... but I want this to be within the parameters of an owner/slave relationship. I don't even bother trying to figure out why anymore - it's just the way I'm built.
I was born to be owned.
I hate pain. I'm actually a whimp about it. So if you want a guy who will bear up quietly and stoically under a hardcore whipping or torture session, I'm either not the guy or you will have to train me. But don't worry - because I'm a born slave I'll never complain or feel abused because I've been hurt, no matter how bad it is. You have the right to treat your property however you want. I understand the logic.
In my defense, there are advantages to owning a slave who hates pain. Number one, it makes me very trainable. There will be no intentional screwups because I want to get a beating. Not from me. Number two, if you like moans, whimpers, and screams, you'll get a lifetime's worth.
What do I want? First, an owner I respect. Two, an owner who isn't playing games - I want real slavery, not a kinky game we play on Saturday nights. Three, no limits... this goes along with number two - how can it be real if there are limits? And finally, four, I want a situation where I have value. No matter how harsh or painful the life becomes, if I feel my service is valuable to my owner I will be content.
Even if I ended up with an owner who merely trained me to be sold, I would have a sense of value, wouldn't I? So a lifetime of monogamous relationship isn't absolutely necessary.. but that is the ideal for me.
Anybody want a good-looking, healthy, intelligent, service slave who is eager to do whatever he can to make you happy?
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Just published my fifth book, The Butler Did It III, and early reviews say it is my best yet. Maybe, I don't know. I still like V: A Story of Modern Slavery the best. The Butler Did It story collections tend to include a little more humor. The hapless male victims cannot, I hope, fail to make the reader laugh a little. Here's the link (only available at Amazon so far but Barnes & Noble, Gumroad, and Smashwords will soon follow):
www.travelynpublishing.com/TheButlerDidItIII.html
Love any feedback I get from CollarSpace denizens.
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Just published my third book, this time a book of ten femdom stories called The Butler Did It. I think it's pretty damn good but of course I'm not objective.
http://www.travelynpublishing.com/TheButlerDidIt.html
I love the feedback I've gotten from Collarspace members on my books, the positive feedback and the negative. That's how I learn what people like and don't like so I can improve. |
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Once again someone sends me an email, I spend a good deal of time composing a reply, and when I send it I find I am blocked. SO irritating. What is the point, seriously? Why send me an email asking for a reply and then block me? I guess I should be grateful for one thing: that you demonstrated your illogic before I wasted time on you. |
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Just published another book, Bicycle Girl, about a young professional who has an ominous run-in with a new waitress from his favorite hangout. She has giant thighs from riding a bicycle everywhere she goes and a nasty personality, but there is something about her that attracts him. Even though she's kind of frightening at the same time. You can find Bicycle Girl at http://www.travelynpublishing.com/BicycleGirl.html
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I got lots of great feedback from Collarspace members with my first book, V, and I welcome any feedback this time, too. |
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Well, I am an author now. I'm proud of what I produced and I would love any feedback I can get from my Collarspace members. The book is titled V and can be found at Travelyn Publishing: http://www.travelynpublishing.com/V.html
. The book is available at Amazon, Barnes & Noble, and other retailers, and in whatever format you might want.
V is the story of a young up-and-coming lawyer who sees and responds to an Internet profile, and his life is permanently changed when he is enslaved by the woman he meets. This is a full-length novel, not just a long short story. Take a look--you can download a sample and see if you like it. |
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Okay, so that didn't work out, consideration collar returned, my fault entirely. Time for me to question whether I really want to be owned since once again I have failed to maintain a connection. Depressing. |
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Well, here I go. I belong to a man with a slave wife. She is alpha slave over me but he is the official owner. Never thought I would end up being owned by a man. They both sound serious and I believe this will end up being lifelong slavery... whether I want it to be or not. |
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Sigh. What sounds like the perfect owner writes me to say she would take me, and wonders why I don't respond. I DON'T RESPOND BECAUSE WHEN I TRY TO WRITE YOU IT SAYS YOU HAVE BLOCKED ME. Is this a problem with Collarme, or are people just... |
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In my profile I mention that I don't particularly like pain. I'm not a masochist. Nevertheless, the idea of being broken excites me. Don't ask me to rationalize those two things. It sure seems like a contradiction. All I know is that I am drawn to situations where a woman says she will break me down and then build me back up as the slave she wants. |
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And again. AfroerotiK this time. She sends me a profanity-laced email and then blocks me. So I can't reply. C'mon, people, being a domme doesn't make you immune from being a butthead. |
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Okay, it's happening again. Somebody is writing to me, and when I try to reply they have me blocked. What's up with that? |
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I'm one of those people who think that all men need (and probably yearn for) female control. It's not that I'm ashamed of my maleness. In fact, I'm proud of the male gender and what we bring to the table. But when you look at people, do you ever notice how messed up bachelors are compared to single women? Ever notice that single women always complain that "all the good ones are married"? I think that's because women make men better, so it just seems like all the good men are married. A woman makes a man stop wearing the same clothes over and over, makes him wear better clothes (that match!), makes him get better haircuts and pluck the hair out of his ears, improves his manners, forces him to practice a little self-discipline (we probably don't need to watch EVERY NCAA tournament basketball game), imbues him with a touch of work ethic around the house, etc. Men just sort of degenerate without a woman to keep them right. Conversely, it seems to work in reverse for women. How many times have you heard men complain that their ex-wife didn't start looking good until after the split? It's like men drag the women down while the women are upgrading the men. Unless the woman is in charge, of course. In that case, everybody benefits and human beings can all reach their full potential. That's my theory and I'm sticking to it. |
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Am I crazy for thinking there should be a little bit of courtship before a man becomes a slave?
No, I don't just mean that I should court you - I mean you should court me, too. After all, I'm talking about giving everything to you: my freedom, my future, my physical body, my wordly possessions, myself. I need to feel safe and secure about that, ya know?
When you think about it, a prospective male slave is in the psychological position usually assigned to women in traditional societies. When you meet me, you have the power physically and mentally. Just knowing my nature and using that knowledge you could easily overpower me and harm me if you have ulterior motives. Just meeting you in a coffee house will probably make me nervous.
And when I look at you, I'm looking to see if you are sane and humane and will keep me safe from permanent harm... and whether giving myself to you will be something I regret but cannot back out of.
Just some random thoughts from me.
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