Are you one of those people who just aren't photogenic? Believe me I understand, just look at these, lol. I'm a goofy looking character in the eyes of my webcam. I promise I don't look that bad all the time.

This is not something I enjoy posting but I think it's neccassary. ANY AND ALL WOMEN WHO THINK THAT A MANS PURPOSE IN LIFE IS TO PROVIDE FOR YOU MONETARY NEEDS, MOVE THE FUCK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What happened to people working for their own damn money. Yes I'd like to be dominated, used, and more but my money provides for my lively hood. I don't make much and never really seem to have enough to get what I want for myself. So there's no way in hell I'm going to send my cash to a gold digging bitch that thinks just because I have a fetish I'm some pathetic human ATM. If ever I give anything of value to a woman thats not in a exclusive realtionship with me it's because she has earned it or I feel some particular need to give. It's been known to happen regularly becasue I'm actually I very loving and a "share the wealth" kind of guy. I gave my last two dollars out of my wallet to a homeless guy when I could have used them myself. I enjoy giving things to people because I feel everything is just material anyway. Anyway I'm tired of writing on this subject, it's making me angry. People are always more important than money!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another sleepless morning at 3am here in Waco, TX. The weather is exceedingly nice tonight, I love it when it is cool and crisp but not actually cold outside. The night air has a rather placid feel to it that lends a peaceful and sleepy feel to the city. The city lights bouncing back from the clouds is a faintly glowing orange and gives enough light to see by. One finds them selves wondering how it is that the world must be so chaotic when there is contenment to be had so easily. Everything is just so right that your mind wanders about aimlessly yet with unintelligible purpose as if it is trying to show you something. I find myself stupified by the state of the world when everything seems to click in my mind. "Why can't the rest of the world just get it through their heads. It all seems so simple yet so few get it." This is more often my thoughts at these times. Meanwhile it is hard to be specific on which situations I am refering to as there are so many. Philisophical, I believe is the best way to describe how I think sometimes. Anyway this is probably boring you to death and setting in the firm belief that I need professional help so I will spare you. I suppose I'll step out for awhile and dabble around to myself.

You know how you spend all your time trying to be respectful while searching and sending messages to people of interest. You read their whole profile out of respect and to not waste either parties time., Well I'm about sick of it, people without the common decancy to return a message, even if it's to say "not interested" should be tied up, thrown in a hole, then beat until they break down and cry like a little BITCH. Do you honestly believe that you're so much better than everyone else that you're the only one worthy of respect? If so you don't need to be beat, you need to be shot and be done with you're sorry ass.