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hello my names victoria!I am a very sweet tenderhearted girl who has a terrible past.... especily with bullies... i was tormented for my weight and still am. I know im fat and cant wear cute cloths or anything sexy.... in school i was called " it " and i never had a friend..... if i sat down at a lunch table they would all look at me like i was gross or a horrific beast... and would get up and run off acting afraid and pretending to gag... -looks down- i am a sub for the most part..... because of my docile nature... ive been told im very mother like. I cuddle alot and care about your feelings... and even if i cant make my day better... ill do anything i can to make yours better, or to put a smile on your face... -blushes softly- my dom side is mostly supressed anger and bad mories from my past... i dont hit... belive me ide never do that nor am i crule. im touph but fair.... heh me touph bahahaha X3 as if! LOL! I joke alot! im always bouncing around having fun! when im not feeling down that is... I have a boyfriend whom i live with.... this site is a secret.. this is my secret life and escape so any contact would have to be on my terms:/ i dont feel sexy, pretty, or even liked..... the boyfriend i have now hasnt had any type of sexual contact with me in over 3 months..... -looks down sadly- he says my weight makes me unatractive to him now.... a year or so ago i asked him one night.... might i add i was in something sexy makeup and hair done everythin! and i came in while he was playing a cimputergame and asked him if wanted to play with me instead..... he got mad at me because i got him "killed" and told me to elave him alone about it...so heart broken i went to bed.... and when i woke up in the middle of the night... i rollded over and he was jerking off to some porn...... eversince that.... ive been shatterd inside..... i am very very fragile in heart.... very..... evericne that.... my self esteam is 0. I hate it when a man is loud.... i get nervus.... i hate it... my father yelled at me alot when i was little and hit me... I hate being hit.... nothing pleae never hit me... and names...ugh so many hurtful things were said to me as i was growing up... ive been called it all trust me... so please i beg of you dont break my heart and call me a name.... im not a fake... idk why people are saying ai am but im not... for my spelling... all i can say is im sorry and im working on it. I was beat up so much in school and bullied that i droped out.... in the 9th grade... and stayd home to take care of my mother who is extreamly sick... she has over 8 diff dissies that are killing her..... almost...... ive been home eversince.... -looks up= as i said im fragile... broekn and hurt easily... i LOVE animals! i adore horses and horseback riding! its my lfie! i love dogs ! and i have a lttle prince of my own! hes a black british bombay cat named Gaara! i also love to sing and dance!!! i really do! i love drwing i always have a sketchbook with me! i love to play with my makeup for diffrent looks! heh my most fave little treat is a hrd butterscotch candy! *giggles* makes me feel ike ive been a good girl and have earnt it ^^ i dance around my room with my headphones on pretending im famus! LOL ! im very sweet and i joke and play ALOT !!!! always goofing off. I love adult babies, but my most fave has to be ponyplay i love it so so much as i have loved horses my whole life! there isnt a gilr that knows equestian life more than i do. also acting like a puppy and just being a normal sub ^^
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