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I am collared and branded by MASTER PhilipOrleans, so please stop sending me messages. He has agreed to let me serve him, dressed as a maid. I am only allowed to talk to women and old friends. My skin now proudly bears his signature a few inches below my waist. He is from Madrid and I believe him to descend from Moses or King David, such as his power, and he NEVER raises his voice or is verbally abusive, like other doms. His control is deep and simple, instantaneous. I would die for him.
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"Yes Master" My two favorite words, or at least they used to be when I was collared. Was serving as a live in submissive . But the situation has changed and I am out of Master's household and out on my own again in the sad world of vanilla. I am looking to once again be collared 24/7 to live my life as a full slave to a DOM's household. I have few limits, I am very willing. Looking for someone to embrace me for the complete slave that I am. I love all forms of humiliation and love to be made to feel subhuman. In my previous situation I was the fourth slave collared so I served pretty much the entire household, sometimes as a collective toilet. I desperately want to escape this world of vanilla.

4/23/2005 6:04:05 AM

I have been instructed to close my account and never more use this system. I have been given a few days to finish off chatting with my friends and invite everybody in the Tampa area to a farewell party in Clearwater Beach. After that, I will close off my account for good.

4/20/2005 7:11:35 AM

I AM SO HAPPY, THAT I WANT TO DANCE NAKED ON THE ROOF. This morning I met with my King, PhilipOrleans, early, to do some jogging together. Once we were alone on Clearwater Beach, in a private ceremony witnessed only by the ocean waves and the Spirit of the Sea, I kneeled down and told him that HE could do with me as he wished, he could send me to Somalia bound in chains, although I would not need any chains because I would travel voluntarily and submit to slavery, if he so ordered it. I put all my heart and faith in his wisdom, for what is a  life of punishment and slavery compared to knowing that your feelings and condition is true and you never once lied about being a slave. So I was ready to accept my fate, sell my earthly possessions, give everything to the poor and report for duty as sexual slave in the depth of Africa, as instructed by my owner. But my King graciously told me that HE wishes to keep me around and I am going to be serving him here in FL. My joy is exceeded only by the spring itself. I cried for long time. My King wants me to be around him and for him, and my services are going to continue. I love my Master more than I love life, for HIS love is my life.

4/17/2005 8:05:00 AM

I face a difficult decision. My Master has asked me (he is very polite) if I would agree to be sold for forced prostitution. He thinks my level of commitment to him has not been tested to the limit, and he fears that I am just a vanilla girl in disguise. He also told me that there are several charities that really could use some money, and he asked me if I would consent to be sold to an African business man that he knows, to be displayed and rented in Mogadisciou, Somalia. He showed me the beautiful pictures of the city, built thousand of years ago, and noted that among the thousand of local slave women, there was not a single blonde, and that is really a pity. Master Philip has agreed with my potential owner to allow me keep my own religion and not force me to become a Muslim. It seems that I will be allowed to pray sometimes, and visit the local church once a month. My Master is sooo kind. He also noted that Pierre (my new Master) will allow me to keep my little cross. I am so grateful. My new life, if I accept, will be rigorous and I will have to dance nude in the biggest brothel in town, where the warlords and desert traders enjoy the pleasures of enslaved women. Punishment is routine, I have learned, and the girls are replaced and sent to work in salt mines after their youth is spent, or simply sold as domestic and sexual labor. Master told me that a sacrifice like this, to benefit the poor and the homeless, will be god for my character and I should not be afraid of suffering, for suffering will prove my devotion to him. He says that he will probably forget about me after a week, but for every lash that I get in my new life, I will know that my slavery is real, and not a sexual-kinkiness.  I am thinking hard and of course, Master is not forcing me to choose, he is presenting the options to me. I want help from other honest subs and slaves in deciding what to do.

4/14/2005 2:17:03 PM

My Master Philip The Great has communicated me that he intends to include other slaves in our court, a court where I am –so far -- the slave and he is the King. I rejoice in my Masters happiness. He allowed me –graciously – to talk on the phone for an hour to Giselle, a Las Vegas nursing student. She seems to be genuine, honest and her slavery is like steel, she enjoys many of my likings and I am sure she will be a great slave in our court. I pleaded to serve her as well, and despite me being older then she is, for she is only in her early twenties, I insisted on taking the bottom position in the house order. I defend my right to be the last, the servant, the beaten, the communal toilet, the sexual-toy, the ass-wiperer , the tongue-in hole, the flogged one and never the flogger. I only demand one thing from my Master, let me be the one who serves and never the one who is served. He agreed, and to make sure that my request was sincere, he punished me for close to one hour, until his hand got tired and my throat lost any power to scream. But then he did me twice in my back-hole and I experimented a chain of earth-rocking, mind-shattering orgasms.
Let the power of the world rush to my King like the  river Nile.

4/11/2005 4:48:28 PM
I already did all that my Master requested from me and more. There is nothing that comes close to the very feeling of slavery, than performing as a toilet. Pain is nothing compared to dozens of people laughing and forcing this slave to drink and swalow their fluids and solid waste, right from the source. It made go into pure trance and finally understand myself.

I am in a bliss of happiness, but my master has not had real sex, intercourse,  with me. I am waiting patiently, because who I am I to demand anything, including sexual satisfaction from my Master?

The ways of Master Philip are a mystery to me. He inpires an animal-like obedience, without flogging me or using tough language. For example, I have an involuntary orgasm by sniffing his underwear only and licking the toilet after he has used it, in my fours, like a pet. He also allows me to sleep with a dildo inserted in both of my orifices, as a preparation to receive him.

I pray --on my knees-- to be delivered from my sexual thirst. I am not allowed to masturbate, and my husband can not satisfy me. But I know that the day of my satisfaction will come. I beg the Collarme community to request from my Master that he takes pity on his slave and made one with HIM.



4/10/2005 6:14:37 PM
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A woman made me believe that Philip had been intimate with her, and could not remember a 2 inch tatoo that my Master has in his stomach. Also she refused to provide a personal phone number to confirm the story. She is a deceiver trying to point me to her "brother". I think she has handle as a dom and another as a woman. She is despicable. My Master, Philip gave a precise account of all the girls he had been with in the system, around 20, and he did not miss anyone, for I got emails from many of them. I have renewed my absolute faith in my Master.
4/8/2005 5:30:45 PM
Thanks for your messages. I am learning. I refused to go through the "initiation" session that he proposed. but I have been drinking urine, my own, and also the urine of a female friend, and I am getting better at it. I don't get that involuntary reflex to throw up anymore. I met yesterday with Philip and he took me to a mall here in Tampa. He ordered into the mens room and I had to lick a men's urinal. It was disgusting, but I did it, because I have to go over my own repulsions. I am sure now that I can and will be a toilet.  Philip is tough, he gives you orders that can not be refused. But he still does not believe that I am serious. I have taken his own urine a few times, all of it, right from the source, and he does not trust me. What shall I do? Any ideas?
4/4/2005 3:06:20 AM
I met with Philip and we had a nice lunch. He does not believe in my determination to live my life as a slave. He challenged me and requested a proof. A terrible, definitive proof. He wants me to .... I can not do it. I don' think I can. He wants me to go with him to BDSM club and tie me up in the restroom, so everybody can use me as a toilet the whole night, only then he would take me seriously. I dont know what to do.