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| My submission is a deep, secret part of me, and one I'm interested in exploring online. Not sure how far I want to take it but interested in chatting and exchanging ideas, or possible role playing. Though my profile says straight, I do have sissy fantasies: I'm not into men, but the idea of "forced bi" is appealing to me. I'm not at all effeminate, so this part of myself would shock those I know, which, I suppose, is part of the appeal.
I fantasize about having to be chaste, where the only kind of penetration I'm allowed is the kind where I'm on all fours, with my useless little penis and balls only used to give me pain and frustration -- pain, frustration, and suffering to the point that any pleasure I once derived from them would be a distant memory. I imagine you would have fun tormenting me, spanking me until my ass is cherry red, and taking out your frustrations on my poor body (of course, the person inflicting such suffering would laugh at me and derive great pleasure from doing so).
Very into servitude, maid training, role play, and other fun stuff.
I'm also interested in the mindset of people involved in BDSM: when they first realized they were either dom, sub, or switch; what they enjoy; how they fit their fetishes and sexuality into their lives... My submissive side is something I've always felt very comfortable with, but which has caused trouble in relationships because the other person was either turned off by it, interested in it occasionally, or I simply never mentioned it to them. Like me, I guess many people on this site see their dom/sub/switch feelings as innately part of their very being (like being gay or straight, I believe it is an orientation), but this only seems to make things more difficult. I'll add more when I think of a better way to phrase my thoughts.
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