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TryingChastity

I consider myself to be a very real, sweet, sincere, submissive. I'm open and honest, always seeking to expand my horizons and exposure. In fact, I just bought a chastity device...I put it on within an hour of finding it on my doorstep, and I'm now trying to see if this is a practical condition for everyday life. I;ve observed that I"m a slave to my cock...I'm constantly masturbating, literally several times daily. And it's been consuming my time...for years...it's been like this ever since I was young...So, now, I've decided that perhaps chastity is the way to break my enslavement. Odd isn't that? That enslavement would in fact free me? So far...it's not as bad as I thought, though, I confess, it's a tighter fit than I expected!! It's somewhat ironic, though, that the very thing that is intended to prevent my arousal also makes me feel dizzyingly aroused! I yearn to learn and try new things, like this chastity device, and I crave to please. I've been in this scene for some time and have learned that there is so much more left to explore. I've done things I never thought I'd enjoy...and loved them. I've also done things I thought I'd love...and hated them. I've learned that you have to approach things...BDSM and life in general, with an open mind. We hardly know ourselves perfectly, much less the world around us...I hope You'll consider sharing this remarkable journey with me....