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| An enigma, no word comes closer to the truth.
There is a duality in me that most do not ever see. A switch by nature, I have been forced into the role of a top for far too long. I have a thirst to understand things, how things work, how people work, how they think, act, including myself.
I derive pleasure from bringing pleasure to others, meticulous in my methods, I give very good and very thorough massages, and nothing gives me more pleasure than being able to make my partner orgasm repeatedly at my hand (or whatever else is handy).
Can someone be both a top and a bottom at the same moment? I think I have come pretty close if not there most of the time. The top part of me is always in control, is very focused on getting pleased, but my methods of getting pleasure have the appearance of a bottom. Serving someone else's needs, waiting on someone hand and foot. Of course, some moments my top side is much stronger and would rather be the waitee, instead of the waiter.
I am seeking someone who I can explore how things work with, ideally a switch that can appeal to both my sides, not just to my top or bottom.
Keep in mind though that I do have both top and bottom qualities, so although I identify myself as submissive, I will not be talked down upon, just because I serve you does not make me less than you. If that is what you want, go ahead and pass me up, for I must surely be unworthy.
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