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| New Profile UPDATE 7/1/2012
I am interested in searching for the right One in my life...real time, a true, honest, trusting and courteous Dom/Master/Domme/Mistress. I have the freedom to search per my current Mistress. I am the one who will be living with whomever I find. I know what I am looking for, I know what I wish, want, need. I truly honor, respect, trust, and am courteous to Her in all ways. She will be reviewing the profiles/convos of any potential I am interested in...in order for safety, sane and making sure I will be happy with whom I may end up with as sometimes She knows me better...until THEN, please understand She is my Mistress...and I am only required to follow Her orders, wishes, asks, etc...not someone online here until W/we B/both feel that whomever may be my future potential...is the Right ONE...I will then be released to You.
I am not a "fucktoy" slave. I never will be...I am a human being, just like You...I deserve respect, courtesy, honesty, trust no different than You as a D/M. I am NOT sexually interested nor have I EVER been...not saying that won't ever happen in the future, but I feel I need the right ONE for that...due to my health, disabilities, and my past...so IF YOU are looking for a cock worshipper, someone for ass play, etc...FIRST and FOREMOST...please move on...as those convo's turn me off immediatly due to fear...of course I'm not saying with the right One it won't ever happen, but that isn't my first and foremost in what I wish...need.
I believe it takes both parties to make a complete full relationship...not an up and down style so the slave and the D/M are equal. I may sound like a sub to You from reading my profile and probably some of my journal entries..but You know what? If that is how You think, right off the bat without actually learning/chatting/getting to know me (or anyone else on here or another site for that matter) then I feel You may not be legitimate...You're just looking for someone to FUCK.
I believe in giving myself to someone who believes and honors His or Her slave's opinions/thoughts as I am intelligent and I do have feelings. I do realize the D/M has the final call/say on the matter/issue at hand however.
I need someone who is understanding of my health and congenital birth defects, that will still allow me to be who I am (a slave), but also understand that there are times I may be "unfunctionable" and there are some things that I would have to ask not to be considered part of Your protocol/rules.
About my disabilities and health...I thought I would add...so if this is a TURN OFF for You, then well, it will be quicker and easier for U/us B/both...as I do value my time, and I'm sure You do Yours too...plus I love to please in other ways...and grow, prosper, learn, try out other things, explore etc...but sometimes I'm scared...not knowing where things will take me.
I was born with what is called sacral agenesis it is very rare...mostly happens in births to about 16% of mothers who are juvenile diabetics....the only way I can basically describe it's similarity is a person who has spina bifida. I can walk...on my own, I use a disability scooter when I go long distances due to my feet/legs will hurt, me feet/ankles were fused at birth to straighten as possible (instead of having my legs cut off as the doctors wished...my mother wouldn't allow it...she said I was going to be as normal as possible) The doctors said to her I wasn't going to ever walk, talk or have a brain...and fooled them all...I am deaf right ear, partially deaf left ear, have migraines due to cysts in my brain, I have colitis...and sometimes that alone makes me have more accidents bowel wise. I straight catheterize myself approximately every 3 hours...as in year 2000 I had a urologist remove my urine bag, take a piece of my colon and created a bladder out of it. Plus I was born with an imperforated anus...that alone...may be an issue that ass play may be out of the question in a relationship....I don't know...but it's being thrown in here...for You to understand ahead of time.
I have a huge heart, made of gold...love giving, helping...however I have learned that it hurts me more than the others in "vanilla world" because of judgmentals etc...that I find this lifestyle more accepting and understanding.
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LOL!! I have to say...some Doms/Masters (haven't had any Dommes/Mistresses do this yet) are so unreal!! I've had a couple so far who chatted with me either on Yahoo, here or through email..they were interested...then all of a sudden they disappear?? Where did they go? hmmm...then I get another email after I figure they aren't interested...and they post on their email the SAME THING again...same wording....like they are copying and pasting to everyone??? Hmmm...if You were interested before...why did You fall off the earth? So sorry to those...I don't give 2nd, 3rd etc chances...I am real, I am human, I have feelings too...though I've come across a few who think I shouldn't as I'm a "piece of property"?? Well I may be property, but I'm still human...not a car, house, clothing etc... |
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As of Today...I will be updating my profile...I feel if I give exactly who I am, my health issues, disabilities, etc...what I am into, wishing, needing. Not ready for..etc...and getting You D/M's to understand I am NOT a FUCK toy....and may be for the reasons I will list. However, I am open to a relationship...but that is based on trust, courtesy, honor, integrity, etc...and that to me takes much more than a few conversations online, email or even phone...to me it may even take several months to a year...who knows...how long...before I can and wish to do sexually...
So D/M's if Your main goal is to find someone...who will suck Your cock, or allow You to penetrate them, etc...please feel free to look elsewhere...I am more than that...Thank You for Your understanding (if You do understand that is). |
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