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It sucks being at home and sexually frustrated!! I can't wait till August when school starts again |
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Thinking about how bad I want to be tied but can't since I'm out of college for the summer |
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A week out of school and Im ready to go back |
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I just want to shout out loud!! Tie me up and tease me already !! |
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Today has just been crappy |
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3 more days of "freedom" and after that it's back home and I can forget about sessions until next year |
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I'm slowing getting back normal when it comes to sending photo's. |
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Trying to do these notes.. I feel so restless, it's like I want something I know I can't have |
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As the date moves closer to finals and moving out of my apartment, I get a little sadder because I know sessions will no longer be possible once I'm at home... |
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Ugh! I'm so tired, a bondage session would really relieve the stress from up coming finals |
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John Willie's drawings are such a turn on |
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Im going go back to cybering soon, to get the real thing would be wonderful before scho ols ends |
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2 weeks of school left ... :( |
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It's raining and I'm feeling slightly at ease :3 |
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I wish I could re wind last night and made better choices.... |
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I guess I'll try and sleep but I'm still worried about her.... |
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I seriously wish I could punch myself in the face right. I deleted my FB and blocked her on here but I still feel like she could reach out to my family. And even if this was just a geting off thing to her she could've warned me by saying this is just roleplaying. I pray this blows over |
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I'm so fucking scared right now. This woman broke my trust (like a dummy I let her do it) and she didn't even respect my options that I didn't want to be a slave...I feel like crying |
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*sigh* I just made a stupid mistake...I sent nudes and know this lady is threatening blackmail if I don't what she say's.....I feel so stupid right now....I don't like where is going...fucccckkk!!! |
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I had a crappy day and I'm starting to doubt if I want to jump fully into this...all I want are sessions with a mistress before I have to leave school... |
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I feel like crying somedays |
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I'm still open to a mistress or dominating couple |
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Feeling doubtful about college right now... But if I do come back in the fall, I will definley search harder for a local Dom to keep me on track with school work and learn to please him in the process and become a better woman |
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I just wished to be trained to be a better and more confident young woman. I need routine and displicine in life and in college. Nothing would make better student in life and school than having that someone help me archive it |
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I'm having so many mixed feelings about my life... I just want to run away and start over. |
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so apparently I suck at rubbing my clit |
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I think I'll sulk for the rest of the day |
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Well that didn't go to well... When I say I'm a virgin I mean it, no finger, dick, strapon, anal, or my own hands... I need a teacher...preferably female |
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Sigh, all I want are bondage sessions with a Mistress |
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