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I don't think that needing to feel wanted is the same as being needy. Thoughts? |
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AHHH! I'm trying to post new pictures but only one will work :( Irritated!!! |
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I've basically given up on this website. Apparently there are NO women in San Diego who are interested in playing with me. It's really sad that this site is full of so many undesirables that all the nice women who I might have a chance with have left lol
I just want a fun, hot, local, preferably dominant and around my age woman to have sex with. I don't think that's too much to ask.
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Why aren't there any hot bi or lesbian fem Dommes in San Diego?! I want to eat your pussy :(
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I just found a new website for free BDSM videos that I LOVE. I don't know about you, but I masturbate to free internet porn a lot, and nothing makes me cum harder or faster than a good free BDSM video. You guys have to check this out, it's called http://www.dominationtube.com. It's my new favorite. Enjoy!
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Good news: New apartment all to myself! Now I can host, yay!
Bad news: My drivers license is suspended.
Good news: I'm getting it back on Monday.
Other than that, I have really been wanting to play with other girls/women lately. I'm a switch when it comes to females, but whether I'm Domme or sub depends on her personality. So hit me up ladies, I'de love to play with you.
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I am kind of embarassed to admit it, but I love fisting. Every time I watch vaginal fisting porn, I cum so hard and so fast. I guess things like loving fisting and admitting it, is part of the humility and humbleness of becoming a slave.
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So as things go from okay to worse... drama rama. My best friend now hates and refuses to talk to me. Because of my drunk ass roommate. I hate when drunk people fuck shit up.
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So much self discovery in chapter 2...
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So I have a video/photo shoot today for my modeling portfolio. I hope it goes well. If it does, I may be in my first adult film. It ill be a blow job film.
While I as in the shower, I realized that I need someone to shave my pussy for me. One of my ex boyfriends used to do it, and since then it's just not done as well when I do it myself.
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I got let go from my job yesterday. I'm so upset. I LOVED that job. I tried my hardest. I have never been fired before.
I'm going to clean my room today. I don't know where to start. I need to get a house slave over here who knows how to organize LOL Any boys want to clean while I order you around and laugh? Bring a flogger and I'll even beat you afterwards.
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I hate being alone. I miss my ex boyfriend.
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Well, I broke up with my boyfriend recently. And of course, as predicted, no one is there for me. I called like 6 friends and no one is returning my calls or wants to hang out. I love how everyone's like "we'll be there for you" and on Friday night I'm at my apartment alone. Thanks everyone, for being so fucking supportive. -_- this is bullshit.
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I have recently realized that I feel more comfortable with my hands behind my back than any other way when I am sitting in a chair. Somewhat disturbing, but otherwise erotic.
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I got a new cell phone! Finally! It's called the Blitz www.verizonblitz.com and it's awesome. And I have today and the next off work. W00t! Party time.
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Well I got a full time job as a cashier at a local plant nursery. It's been busy but fulfilling and I know it will be even better once pay day comes around.
Still, it isn't as fulfilling as submission. I don't think anything is.
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It has been so long. All I want is to submit.
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Today I realized that I crave true submission more than anything else. This epiphany is more realistic and grounding than ever. I deeply lust for submission with every fiber of my being.
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I got a bike and a Betta fish! I'm excited about both. Oh, and a few days ago I bought my first kitchen table, my Betta fish is a nice centerpiece :)
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St Patrick's Day was awesome! We drank bacardi mojitos and I got super fucked up.
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I got a new haircut! It's a cute A-line bob. I'll be posting pictures as soon as I can find my camera.
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Okay, I'm going to say this again for all of you dumb asses who obviously don't read to the bottom of my profile and seem to be missing the point. I DO NOT CAM OR PHONE!!! I DO NOT PLAY ONLINE! I AM NOT INTERESTED IN CHAT OR RELOCATION. I
am NOT seeking online or phone play. I am interested in real time play
only. Webcam play does not interest me. I am serious. I am a real time
BDSM lifestyler and I do not want to play phone or internet games. So please, if you live more than 300 miles away, or you want to play on the cam, phone, or online, DO NOT CONTACT ME.
*clears throat* Thank You.
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