OMG   I am going to be a Grand Ma to a Baby Boy.  YES YES YES

Now to talk My daughter into haveing a boy who is also pregnant.

I am still looking for a domestic orientated submissive who is NOT into himself to serve Me on a regular basis.    I believe the real ones are taken already.  UGH

OMG a so called domestic wanted Me to babysit while he did his did his service work for Me

NOT HAPPENING.

And people want to know why ..............   OH NEVER MIND

Still seeing the domestic who I can form without all the hassels.  I want to form a submissive into what I want and NOT having to worry if they are going to become a job in the future.

I am still looking for a real time submissive/slave, who is local for domestic proposes true I have other things in mind but for Me they have to really work to be someone I really want.

I hit My mile stone I just turned 50 years old and recieved a photo album of My kids and grand babies.  The moment I opened it I KNEW I wasn't ready to admit to Myself My baby bug is gone forever.  I cried and cried. 

I wil always have her in My heart for the rest of My life but never again in My arms.  My heart aches for her and NO ONE can fill this empty space nor replace it.

*deep sigh*

Its been a wild week.  Having all these Mstresses viewng My profile.  I wonder what's up with it?

If their is any one who doesn't like My last entry.  Too Bad!  This is My second post and after reading that post My feelings are the same.

Ah yes the subbie who emailed Me about that entry was blocked.   So much for that.