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StarGazer90

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Hi,

I have a boyfriend :) I would still like to make friends, but am not looking for anything else.

I am a student in London, and am here to find out more about myself. I have been submissive all my life I guess, now that I actually know what it is I'm seeing little hints everywhere.
The last relationship I was in I talked a lot with my boyfriend about being submissive to him, and he seemed interested but never did very much about it. I think that for me the be completely happy with someone I need to be able to submit sometimes.
Lately it has gotten so far that I'm having some interesting dreams.
I am not into serious pain, but I think I would like to be spanked and maybe a bit more. I don't like roleplay and playing pretend, if I am to submit I would want it to be real. I'm a bit of a romantic, so I don't want to be treated like a slave (depending on your definition, I know, but this is my definition).
In everyday life I guess I have quite some sub traits. I hate making mistakes and am quite meticulous in most things I do. I also hate making people angry or upset, and like to make them happy.
I'm in my 3rd year Astrophysics, and am really enjoying studying. I also love being outdoors, I guess thats where the love of stars comes from. My favourite thing to do an a weekend is to go for a long walk in the countryside, or even better a horse-ride. I love all animals, and had a horse until starting university. I like to escape the city by spending time in Yorkshire at my parents house. I also enjoy playing music (flute and learning piano), reading, being creative and artsy, playing badminton, cycling, and more.
I would love to speak to people and learn more about myself and this lifestyle.