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not much to report just i still seek the girl to find her place at my feet
i saw Batman returns today good movie love that car lol |
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I been away awhile,now that i am back i feel better than ever.i feel rejuvenated,reborn a new man.i like to say thank you to a special slave "brighteyedvixen".i have learned much from you and i hope you may have learned something from me along the way.....(Smiles)
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i read these profiles and i see folks want good people with a good heart soul etc a good person but i believe when they find out that person is older or over wieght they lose interesst.whats up with that,i believe those folks are shallow and dont know what they truly want in the first place.
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you know people here talk about respect, like myself when i email i am not rude or disrespectful,is it too much to ask to respond and say not interested?
and in the room i see it as well but i want name names for i dont want to make or cause trouble. but one person i like to mention subversive she is a nice woman and she is real respectful submissive and is for real.
and versive i Thank you
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been awhile time to up date iguess,have i found a submissive or slave no keep getting disappointed but so is life.there is one i have interest in she is pretty,smart talented, and bright. but we will see what happensby the stroke of a pen.Smiles any way...made it thru hurricane Ivan,i went to the dr yesterday and he gave me some fanny feelgoods(depositories)lol.other than that...oh yeah my bday is sunday i be 42 exciting stuff LOL
John |
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I am looking for a slave or a submissive that i can train she doesnt have to experienced or perfect i do like one who believes in respect honesty trust and open communication message me and let us talk .i firmly believe its not the outside that should interest but the inside.
John |
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its amazing how we set ourself up when we fall for someone and it dont work out then we get all upset blah blah blah etc.i have had so many onesided relationships it not funny you can like someone you can fall in love and love them but no where does it say they are to fall in love with you like you or love you.i guesss tho if you found a gor slave and captured her against her will that might work she may never love you......anyway what the hell am i babbling on about......not much i like someone and wasnt mutual.so big deal her loss and i move on.at least try to
John |
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well i havent wrote in almost a week so i figured i write a entry.like i said before there is one here i really like but i am sure almost she will be or has been collared by now but you never know so i guess we will see.yeah i know there are others here and i guess i will be more positive when one of those others gain a interest in me.however there is another i am interested in but i am not sure there is a interest on her part we will have to see what happens.its funny all the subs and slaves are bombarded with email i get one now and then and one frequently from a submissive friend.just once i like to have more email that i know what to do with LMAO.and that would probably be the case i would know what to do with it LOL.
John |
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i have felt poorly most of the day one sub in chat did cheer me up tho i thank you drgnangl.i pray my search for a sub/or a slave ends soon im patient trying to hang tough but its hard.i have to admit there is one girl i like but im sure she is to be collared soon as she has went to meet with him but i faith my search will end soon |
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i am updating my profile cause i feel it is fair for a submissive .....or slave to know who i am for instance i am not a white collar professional which means i am not wealthy.I do have flaws i have epilepsy i live on disability But....what i am is Dominant loving caring understanding and sensous........hopefully a sub will come along who isnt demanding a wealthy well endowed Man.....in short im not perfect but i am a good man.
John |
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another bad day with my epilepsy and far as subs i think my health and fianances will keep me from finding a submissive. |
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i had talk to a girl i liked but...so i sit and wait,the way i see if it is gods will it will happen. |
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i have had a bad day health wise i just wish a had a slave or submissive here with me |
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Dissappintment and sadness surrounds me.as i seek her diligently all i get is not interested too far or they are collared i wonder is there something wrong with me?am i too old?oh well i try to be patient until the sub or slave comes along
John |
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Things are looking up a few replies still havent found the sub i seek mostly its ones saying im too far or im not what they seek but i respect that.there is one i do like who is under consideration of a collar but its hopeless to want something you cant have but you never know what will happeni wont mention there names out of respect unless they contact me,even then i dont know if it would be the right thing to do we will see.
John |
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I edited my profile maybe someone will talk withj me more.and i wonder at the same time whose job is it to make the first move the sub?the Dominant? i guess thats a never ending question lol i just have hopes i will have a submissive soon been too long anyway i am patient she will come in time Smiles
John |
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today was a rough owning a sub was from my mind my nerves were on the ragged edge but somehow through gods good grace i made it. i still have hopes of meeting some i have talk to few people but there collared and it was a friendly conversations.hopefully i will mail where someone may have a interest.
John |
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i read a nice profile from a girl in FL i hope it goes well tired of being lonely,feel like a fish out of water flipping around madly endlessly trying to breathe trying to find water so i can live and be at peace again. but,i feel in time cause i am patient one will come. |
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i look at these profiles and it upsets me some of you submissives say i am a brat or you cant handle me or im a bitch.news flash you wont get a suitable DOM that way anyone can be trained,however if you want to be a disobedient brat bitch all you life far from me to stop you. |
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starting to wonder if i will ever find anyone.:( |
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well i have not written here lately guesss i should wwrite a few lines.i released the slave i had found here because of my health which she didnt believe me.i have been in and out of the hospital lately so much they know me by name LOL.have had a few seizures and some bad tremors but i go to dr next week so maybe he will tell me something.been talking to a girl on yahoo but we will see where it goes.
John |
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i am writing this to express my happiness. i have taken a slave and i am very happy.
seems we were tested right away my puterwas down for a day i was unable to tell her what happened andwe missed each other terribly.and there was no misunderstanding we were happy to see each other online actually i had thought of each other the whole time |
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well i aint wrote in this thing in awhile so this is a good as time as any to write in my journal.
so whats going on,well mom isnt feeling well has been having heart palpatations and the Dr.is gonna make her wear a heart monitor.and put her on a diet for her sugar.
wwell far as me goes i been ok my Dr is concerned with my belly gonna have a ultrasound done and my liver enzymes have been high last 2 times.but i believe it will be ok. well now on to real good news seems i have me a slavegirl she is everything i been looking for she knows her place and she makes my soul shine and my heart sing hopefully we will be in r/l 24/7 someday soon.dawn i care for you very much and your a big part of my life thank you for walking into my heart and soul.
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They say waiting is the hardest part which is so true but i will be patient and wait for that one slave to come along.like it is been said so many times it sucks to be alone but if it is meant to be it will be and all i can do is be patient and wait.
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i read some of these profiles and i laugh so hard it hurts.most are them talking MEMEMEsorry Dommes subs and some slaves and Doms,its not all about you yes you have needs desires and wants but that is a 2 way street if you seek a real relationship.if you meet someone online be realistic it takes a long while to get trust respect sincerity and honesty.true a person can say i am honest loving etc but you dont know that.it takes time and alot of it,that goes for both envolved if you both bonest and patient in time r/t will come and it be a great experience,rush it and it will be a disasster.i get off the soapbox now LOL |
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why is it people cant just be themselves.i mean some of the ads are unrealistic is it too much to ask for a girl too care and love mutually.i have noticed the Domme ads are way out there very unrealistic.And the real young girls 18-20,that claim they will do anything or can be pushed far as you will take them,asking for trouble.anyway onward goes the search. |
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i havent yet found one for me still looking however i am optimistic that the right slave is around the corner:)
so many people are playgames out there is unreal LOL people have no info on there bio its crazy.
to the one who has patience comes the greatest treasure :) |
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i am having stomach pains i been to the dr just waiting on test to return.i am still searching for the right slave to come along but in time she will come . |
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well i have met and talked to a verysweet submissive here at collar me,i hope it all works out i enjoy our conversation just waiting to see where it goes. |
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once again i been away awhile but,its good to be back still looking for that one slave/submissive to come and she will,seems u have to go thru a sea of players or fools til u find that one special person to fulfill your life
be well and safe and God Bless
John
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i havent made a entry in awhile figured i would have had some responces but nothing solid but am confident sooner or later i will meet her.going away for labor day fri sat wo hoo lol any way thats about it for now be well and God bless
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well i been a member a few days no responces but they will come if i get one and she is the one than thats all i need. |
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