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I need to connect emotionally and intellectually before I connect physically. I have found that I am attracted to the entire person and who you are as a whole can be incredibly sexy. Intellectual curiosity, the back and forth about beliefs, life experiences and your interests are stimulating. I enjoy learning about people.
I crave touch and sensation, its part of the reason I find rope so scintillating. I enjoy the pull, the tugging, the slide of it against my skin. I love the way a rigger uses not just the rope, but their hands on my body, its a beautiful dance between two bodies and rope. I love feeling snug in it and feeling held tight. I am a rope slut.
I also enjoy sensation play, cuddling, and am exploring other things to do with expanding my comfort levels. Im learning what it means to submit, it is not an easy idea to me and much different than bottoming. Its something I hope to explore more if I find the right person.
Why are we so full of restraint? Why do we not give in all directions? Is it fear of losing ourselves? Until we do lose ourselves there is no hope of finding ourselves.
Henry Miller
My vanilla side is about words, I love to not just write here but everywhere and Im desperately trying to revive my voice. Its a vital part of who I am. Im an ambivert, so I swing between being very social and outgoing to needing time to hibernate and recharge. I tend to be very introspective at these times.
Im a nerd who loves films and tv, reading all kinds from fiction to non fiction and I am finding myself some new hobbies.
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