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Sivian

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I am new to this site so bare with me as I start to update it 7/4/13 <3 It's hard to really describe me in any shape or form. I don't feel there are words that can adequately describe what I am or what you may get the chance of having with me. I am an ever evolving and convoluting ball of energy expanded from your desires. To the potential sub/ Hedonists, I am a Goddess. I am your Mistress. Give yourself to me. Allow me to show you how to be cherished instead of trampled on. Your devotion, submission and affection are my drive to protect and ease your fears. I am your guardian, your sanctuary and your peace. I have a firm but patient hand. I don't put up with brats or extremely high degradation. You are mine. As such you will be respected and loved. To the potential Alpha, I am the object at your total control. I am your release, your kingdom, your possession. I am a listener and learner. My goal is to please you. Your happiness is my happiness.
That being said: I have listed myself as Switch but it doesn't pin point my personality. I am a Goddess and a Natural Dominant. I am mentally, and emotionally driven with subs. Your devotion pleases me. Physicality only goes so far in my opinion. I didn't come into this, I didn't wake up and decide my preferences. I was born this way. This is my personality, not just sexual fetishes. You will ravish me and in turn I will reward you. I am tasteful, classy, elegant, refined and ever loving. You're bad and I'll show you why I can suck the life out of you like a Succbus. I don't choose just anyone. As of late I've considered finding my Alpha. The one who will show me, teach me and crave me. I realize to most this is hard to understand given my natural dominace but there will be no other. Just one. If he can break me, I will submit. It's a challenge I understand, but for the right person who has the same views as I, a slow protective hand and a strong personality I feel that I will meet and go beyond his needs. There is a dark passion he will bring to me and I look to find it. I have a ongoing hedonist/soft relationship with a f sub I've been with for one and a half years now. I see her maybe 2 times out of the year since she moved to Arizona, Other than that I am coming back to Orlando completely uninhibited, however, I am classy and very much a lady, so please don't message me about casual sex. I am open to the idea of meeting subs in Orlando. I am a college graduate with two degrees and considering med school but currently loving what I do. In the day time hours I am a rehabilitative corrective exercise specialist (say that with a gag in your mouth) or basically a glorified personal trainer. I am in the works of creating my own non profit organization and enjoy being productive. I am a total dork, random and yet a streamline perfectionist with extremely deep complexities. Things change at night haha. As I just recently moved back to Orlando after a 5 year relationship, I am looking to get into the community and come into myself a bit more. He was also a Dom and although i thought I realized what I wanted, I realized he was just shielding me from the failed relationship and keeping me from finding what I need. It was a wonderful opportunity and learning process but I am ready for the next chapter. I love to go dance or run outdoors (next marathon is in January). At the same time I also love being a Netflicks bum and throwing on Southpark/Family Guy. I love love love EDM and Electronic music but will listen to almost anything. Big band, Frank Sinatra, Bob Marley, New Wave you name it. I'be played violin for nine years and piano for four. Music really brings me happiness. I also read in my spare time or pick up silly hobbies. I love nature and being outside (as long as there isn't bugs that bite). I am also very athletic and was a All American Wrestler in college. Positives: Seductive, Outgoing, Mostly Friendly, Filled with Smiles, Passionate, Confident, Protective, Loyal, Intelligent, Refined, Loving, Trustworthy, Strong (very), Observant, Funny, Classy, Fashionable, Honorable, Enduring, Patient, Athletic, Musical, Tasteful, and Elegant. Negatives: Analytical, Arrogant, Judgmental, Too Sarcastic, Airheaded, Too Fast or Too Slow to React, Complicated, Too Confident or Intimidating.Any questions ask away and if you are in the area let me know about what Orlando has to offer :) Ps. My sexuality is defined by my partners and their needs. So bisexual is a loose term :P