I havent been on in a while due to someone that caught my eye offline. I must admit the timing of it has really thrown my stride off. She has interest in these types of lifestyles which is a plus, but Im beginning to think that she must feel that deep connection to a person first.
This I can understand, it makes since to need to feel safe and to know that they will be their to pick up what ever pieces they break down. I pushed to test her temperament and found that it is not yet time. I was happy to see her reluctance, cause it shows she doesnt bend nor give herself easily. That in itself is a trait which is becoming harder to find as we become a world where we program young girls that sex is to be freely given to those they like. I think higher of her now after pushing away, almost to the point I felt guilty of the attempt lol.
Luckily patience is a virtue for which I have an affinity for. I can wait till she feels like she is ready to "play" and in the meantime i can still enjoy her company. I just need to run some Call of Duty drills with her! |