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3/23/2010***UPDATE***  i am  no longer seeking.  i have found my Master, the One i longed for and need and in doing so have found myself.   i am His "little slave to be" and i greatly anticipate the day He grants me permission to kneel at His feet and beg to be His slave.   His acceptance will complete me.  not a day goes by that He doesn't teach me and help me understand more and more about who and what i am and how to better serve and please Him. 



He understands me and what is in my heart better than anyone ever has ... including myself.  He knows what i need and pushes me accordingly.  He never fails to show His pride in my efforts to please Him.  He is kind, considerate, and let's me be me ... but also never lets me forget who and what i am.  He guides me with patience and consistency.  i trust Him completely with all that i am and all He will help me to become ... for Him and for me.  








6/16/2009 4:02:26 PM

wow.  i just received an email that said i "expect utopia in a world of humans".  if expecting decency, honesty, and integrity is utopia, then i am guilty.  sad, though, because i thought utopia was so much more.