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| Now have a consideration collar on someone I have known for years and years.
Still looking for play mates, but no longer need to find a partner, cos I got one!! :D
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Why are people always happy to jump to conclusions and the worst possible scenario??? Whatever happened to ASKING??????
Oh well, another possible over due to lack of consideration and thought on their part. |
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26th April....my dad's birthday!! :D ....and, a year ago, the day my ex finished our relationship.
We were due to be married.
Goodness me!!!! What a damn lucky escape....for both of us!!!!!!
Don't get me wrong, at the time I was totally devastated, floored me completely.
Amazing what time, and thinking things through, and learning about other people can do to help heal wounds you feel sure will scar you for life.
And what a lot I learnt about myself too!!!
I have learnt what I want from a relationship, and it's nothing like the one I was in.
I learnt about the sort of person I want to be, and it's nothing like the person I was when I was in that relationship.
I was anxious, depressed, worried, stressed and very tired most of the time. I spent too much time assuring him I was ok, to make him feel better, instead of having someone to reassure and support me when I was going through a crap time.
So, won't be doing that again! :)
The new man in my life (whoever and wherever he may be) will be:
Fun
Strong minded
Fun
Able to commit to a loving, caring, monogomous relationship.
Fun.
Great with kids and able to appreciate the difficulties they have considering what has happened to them in their lives so far.
Fun.
Supportive.
Fun.
Passionate; about life, about love.
Fun.
Compassionate.
Anything else is up for discussion :)
I have a new lease on life and I want to grab it and utilise it and totally enjoy it.
I don't need a new man in my life for that to happen, but I'm not gonna turn it down either! ;) |
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Well sadly I couldn't go to BBB today so I missed a couple of people I was really looking forward to seeing very much. Still, birthday soon after next month's BBB so I am going, I'm meeting friends and I'm going to have a bloody good time!! :D Anyone else wants to meet up there, then come along and join the party!!
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Computer has been playing up lately, but finally all sorted and I'm back online properly :D YAYYYYYYYYYY
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New pics.....hope you like them :) (well I do, so Im not overly concerned to be honest...hehe)
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Just had 2 weeks away visiting my dad in France, what a fab time!! Sooooo relaxing :)
Kids loved it too :)
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I've not been around for a few days, and it was nice to have messages to show I was missed, so thank you for those :)
Yes, they are my real legs, on my real person! lol
It's the end of the school year and so, having 2 kids, I am quite busy with sports days and end of year plays, etc, so not here as often as I have been.
Still I AM about, so do leave me messages I always reply :) xxx
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Well it seems I am getting some attention, and I am enjoying it. Why shouldnt I??? Its fun and its nice and its flattering to get this attention and I AM going to enjoy it to the fullest! To the guy that seems to have had his nose put out of joint because I am chatting with others, not just him, well you read my profile and know Im not seriously looking for anyone, so I dont understand your upset.
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Why do people send me messages and pics and then either block me or delete their profiles so that I can't reply??!!! And..... Why do some think I am Pro Domme? I AM NOT PRO DOMME!!
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Life is good :) I have 2 fab children at home who are wonderful, and I have a good and busy life to live. Now I just need someone to share it with, or do I? Maybe I can manage perfectly well on my own!! :D
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Well, I've been busy looking through my profile, updating and changing things. Fact is, some of the things in my profile that I was saying I liked, I liked simply because my subbie enjoyed them and I wanted him to feel comfortable, cos I loved him.As we are no longer together I can begin all over again, and this time I am not going to be so accommodating. I am not worried if I end up with noone, but if I do end up with someone it will be someone that 100% fits what I am looking for.
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~sighs~ j and I have split up. That's all I have to say about this
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Ok, so I am Domme.... doesn't stop me loving the snow!! :D YAYYYYYYYYYYY snow!!!! :D:D And.... when my subbie gets here, I'm sure I can prove to him that snow is fun....hehehehe
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Well, here I am back online after a month long absence due to getting settled into new home with family. Doesn't look like anything much has changed around here..:)
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Wondering why you have to lose friends simply cos they got collared. How very sad that I have to feel the loss of a friend cos he feels he can no longer be a friend due to a collar with someone else.
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I am not an extreme Domme, I know this and am quite happy about it. I feel there are enough extreme Dommes to satisfy enough submissives and there are enough submissives that are not looking for extreme so we can all be happy.
I am a person with a dominant personality, that means I am a person first so a big thank you to those that recognise this and say hi and ask how things are going. Even if eager, they will control themselves from asking "what do you do to your subs when...." "do you like spanking?"...to those subs that ask these questions first I would ask that you look carefully at yourselves. From my personal viewpoint I feel like I am there to meet a demand or a need in you first and above what I need. That is NOT what I am about. I am looking for a relationship, long term eventually, that combines this lifestyle with friendship, mutual respect and fun. If I can't connect to the person then I won't connect to the submissive
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My 2 yo has never seen snow...fascinating to watch her, first of all she was really not sure at all, then I couldnt keep her inside (fun with a cast on her foot!). She finally came in soaked through and freezing.... and laughing.
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I wonder what it is about me that makes male Dominants think I'd be interested in a relationship with them as their submissive! I may not be an extreme Domme, in fact one of my nicknames from friends is Fluffy Domme..lol..but then we can't all be the stereotypical Dominant Female from the story books. Come on guys, there are lots of lovely female submissives out there, go and search them out..:)
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I want to change the background on my profile.....any ideas how I do that??
Oh well, I'm single again. Think I'll have a nice break from worrying about men for a while and crack on with my studies and time with my kids.
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I've just got back from the hospital where lilshewolf had her operation on her foot. She is now in plaster on one leg up to her knee. 2 nights in hospital with a 2 year old that suddenly forgets how to sleep!! Yay me...ho hum
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My back is feeling slightly better thanks to strong painkillers, I'm mobile again!!! Well, I can at least hobble about a bit now. I've been signed off sick for 2 weeks so I might get the chance to catch up on studies finally..:) |
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Well life just continues to get better...lol...I have now got a slipped disc and am finding new heights of pain I never knew existed (childbirth was less painful!). I wish my subbie lived closer.
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Hi there! It's been a while so I thought I'd write something.
I have been so incredibly busy , lilshewolf is now 2 and a 1/2 and just wonderful, the older 2 are either about to enter or have entered teen-dom....and my goodness do they let me know it! Hormones are rife and tempers are quite short it seems.
Still, its not for long (I hope!)
I have a submissive!!! Yay me!..he is a sweetheart, we've been together for over a year now and all is still good. Communication takes some work at times, but thats improving all the time.
I guess thats it for now, take care and all the best for 2008....SW..xx |
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Why do submissives insist on calling me Mistress?? I am NOT anyone's Mistress. If I were to have a submissive that were collared to me then I would be HIS Mistress, noone elses. Bit of a bug bear with me is that.
Also, why do male subs add me to their list of favourites and then block me??? *giggles* I dont think I'll ever totally understand the people on this site..lolol |
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I've just got back from 2 very restful weeks on holiday at my mum's. We both spent a fortune that we didnt have, but the kids and ourselves had a great time..:D |
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Deleted last journal entry...hard to get cross about subs posting you when you are once again looking..lol...SO here I am, back at square one, trying to be a bit wiser about choices made.
I do have an online submissive, bless him, what a wonderfully supportive and lovely person he is.
Am still searching for that elusive real life submissive though..ho hum...one day..:) |
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Its been a while, so I thought I'd catch things up a bit.
Lilshewolf is now out of her bars and boots during the daytime, she is now sleeping through the night, has one tooth and today decided to start crawling backwards!..lol
I've started chatting with a submissive who seems quite friendly and nice so am seeing what happens there over the next few months.
I'm in the midst of decorating now, blimey!!! thats hard work, I just hope it all works out like Im hoping it will. I'm not good with decorating, but I figure if I don't have a go then I
'll never get any better!..:)
So, there ya go, all updated!..:) |
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Well, this site will never cease to amaze me..lol Maybe some are on a purposeful wind up and if so, I wish them all they deserve. I'm wondering what the point is of adding someone to your list of favourites and then, within minutes, with no email message whatsoever, they block you!...lolol If its sposed to make me feel Im missing out, it doesnt. It makes me relieved I never wasted my time. So, anyway....lilshewolf is now 24 weeks old, started solids a few days ago and took to it easily, Im glad to say..:) She got fitted for a new pair of new innovation boots on a bar and the consultant was totally happy with the way she has progressed..:) We are away over christmas, and I cant wait! Some time off would be lovely right about now.
Still single, not convinced I'm ever going to be anything else, but, until male subs realise that kids come first, that I can make my own decisions, and that I am a person not some Goddess, then I guess Im better off single anyway.....ok, thats about it for now, I wish you all the very best of seasonal merriment and such, and hope you find all you need and deserve over the next 12 months...xxxx |
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Well, here I am then....at that point! 'the big 4 0' as they say
I dont feel any different I dont think
Does kinda make you stop and think about where you are and what you have been though, what you have achieved
I dont feel that I've done so bad really.
I did consider that I wish I had got a career going years ago, that I had 'done something' with my life.
But then I got thinking:
I have 3 amazing children, I have the most amazing friends, I've lived a life that has helped me to appreciate what I have and to make the most of what is around me (not that I have always managed that, but I have tried)
I know I am loved.
I've made some huge mistakes!!! Learnt something from most of 'em
I've hurt people, mostly unintentional and oh boy have I been hurt!
*What doesnt kill you makes you stronger*
*If you see someone without a smile, give them one of yours*
I try to live by them.
Fail soooooooooooo miserably sometimes......but the successes and the support of my friends and family have always been there to keep me going.
I'm kinda wondering where these ramplings are going...lol...and I really dont know so Im going to stop
Thankyou to everyone thats wished me well for the next year(s) either here, or elsewhere, its most appreciated
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Hellooooooooo....tis me again!..:) Kids are doing ok, and I got great news about lilshewolf..:D She is going into bar and boots on thursday, then next step in her treatment..:D Im getting a bit fed up with some people on here. I've just changed my profile to say Im now looking for a submissive, and I have had so many messages its untrue! I am totally overwhelmed and , especially considering my crcumstances, surprised at the number of offers. SO when I tell someone I'm flattered but really have been overwhelmed and would rather keep friendships for now and see what happens, I feel pretty naffed off to be told Im not serious about the lifestyle and am wasting peoples time!!
Im not out to waste anyone's time, least of all mine. Im a single mum with 3 kids, the one thing I dont have the luxury of is time to waste!..lol I am not a bitch Domme, I am not a money Domme, I am not a *lets use you and abuse you until you know longer know yourself* Domme. I am not particularly extreme. I am a dominant female and I am me. I have no problem with you not liking me, I may not like you either..lol but I will continue to be me
Ok...moan over....until next time..;) |
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Apparently he wasn't ignoring me, he was very busy with work and didnt have time for a little over a week to contact me.
Well, I need more commitment than that anyway, so its time to move on.
Shame, I really liked him too, ho hum
lilshewolf is doing great!!, has a bit of a cold, but think thats cos of her jabs she had monday. She seems more settled this morning
The other 2 seems to be doing ok at the moment..:) |
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Well, hello again, tis me!! :)
The op on lilshewolf was a total success, the consultant says its made a 100 times difference to her.
I've changed my profile, not sure what success I'll have, but have decided its time to start looking again.
I thought I'd found someone, but, after meeting sent me a couple of texts and has ignored me since.
No idea what went wrong, and he obviously hasnt the courage to tell me, so I shall move on. |
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Wow!
Thankyou so much for the messages wishing my baby well, I honestly wasnt convinced people even read these journal things except me..lol
Ive been asked for an update, so....
she is doing great!...the plaster cast comes off on thursday and she will be back into the weekly castings of previously. Hopefully this op will have made enough difference that the casts will stay in place from now on and so her progress can continue.:)
Thanks again to those that emailed, I really do appreciate the concern given to a stranger..xx |
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Well Im only here for a little while tonight, anyone leaving messages I apologise but I won't be answering them now.
Tomorrow my 12 week old baby goes into hospital for a little operation. It really is only minor and no big deal, but as her mum, I am obviously a little concerned.
Im just kinda wasting time and trying to wind down for bed in a little while. |
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Well, I havent written anything in flipping ages!!! So thought maybe it was about time..:)
Well, I met someone, he was a b*****d and so it finished.
I now have a 6 week old baby, nothing to do with ex, thank goodness!!
Long story, but I am also single.
Im not looking for sympathy, or judgement, I simply state the way things are and thats that!
I have 2 older children and between the 3 of us, we are more than able to bring up lil one..:)
I'm thinking of maybe starting to look again soon, I guess the person I find is going to someone incredibly special indeed. He will certainly need to have mega patience!!!..lol |
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Well they do say when you least expect it, along comes just what you're looking for!..lol
I have found what I want, what Ive spent a long time looking for and am incredibly happy ..:):):)
Lets just see how many actually read anything I write in profiles and dont bother trying to get Me interested in them as a sub..lol |
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Aaaaaarrrrggggghhh!!
Ive read and re read My profile
Where does it say I am looking for a slave to cater for all My needs?
Where does it say that I need/want/ require anything except friends???????
I dont need to state an age preference for any partner I may have in My life, cos Im not looking for one!!!! Im not worried about how old My friends are.
If people have a problem reading very plain english then thats THEIR problem NOT Mine. |
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Well, I dont suppose this will be read by the person its meant for but anyway.
Seems someone emailed me and I didnt respond. Well...thats just not true, I have looked through previous messages and I have not received one from this person.
I will ALWAYS respond (not necessarily politely, depending on email..lol) as I find it rude and inconsiderate not to.
So to the young man so upset, who I doubt will see this anyway!! my sympathies for your frustration and upset, but it wasnt down to me  |
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