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If you are wondering what my handle means, it is a reference to my real goal, to have a woman who is willing to sacrifice for me, everything to me.
It is a goal that is beyond BDSM as you might understand it. It pushes far beyond all conventional notions of a "lifestyle" or of "collars" or Gor or Old Guard or whatever chilched notions might happen to be in your head.
It is about my sadism and my control of her life. They are two but are as one inside of me. I cannot seperate them and wouldn't even try.
First I am a sadist, and not in a pretty, romantic, "sensual" way. I have a hunger for the ugly "hands-on" brutality of sadism and humiliation. Face-slapping is just a little warm-up for me, so anyone who hates that shouldn't even look in my direction. I am sure talking about the rest of the things here would get me banned or at least have my profile removed. If you want to know, you'll have to ask.
But don't waste my time. If you don't know that you need this, or at least have a glimmer of needing this kind of life, don't write to me and play a silly game. I don't like games.
Second, I am a control freak. Yes, it has to be my way. No, I don't want to change. I'm not kidding. It's go along or get dragged along.
What I understand about women is that they need to know you are worth sacrificing for. I understand the process of learning that might take a while. I am patient, and I know what I want.
My brutality is not to be mistaken for not caring about someone. If I find the right one I will care about her very, very deeply. In a way that you have not been loved before. Never doubt that my love will show, even through the brutality. My caring does not soften my controlling nature or my sadism, it enhances it and intensifies it. If you are waiting for it to go away after a period of time, you will be sorely disappointed.
I am NOT interested in: anything poly, women who have "submissive" in their profile as opposed to slave, Gorean crap, the BDSM "community", dressing up in leather or PVC or anything like that, sluts who fuck whoever comes along, RenFair people and your safeword.
When I have you, there will be no escape.
About me: I'm smart, I read, and I don't have a TV. If that's your idea of a good time, please go back to voting for "American Idol" and eating chips.
I work, I listen to the radio, I know what's going on in the world. I like beauty, and try to find it and create it where I can.
I'm single, never been married, don't have any kids. If you wonder why, read from the top again. I'm not perfect, but I'm me and not going to change for anything.
I can fix things and like to work with my hands. I hate men who are completely helpless with tools and no nothing about how things work, although in women I find that charming.
I generally don't talk about myself nearly this much. I don't like to, but I understand it's necessary.
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Am I mistaken, or do many of the women with profiles here say they are "just looking for friends" and are already owned? If so, why do they show up in searches where I specify women who are looking for Dominant Men? They could just as easily specify that they are looking for "Friends Only". Otherwise, what they are saying is that they are confused.
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